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To forget, is not to remember

2012-02-02T03:54:00.004+08:00

To forget is just an interpretation. An immeasurable love’s memories can never be wiped off. Time doesn’t devour memories: It just slowly, painfully converts it into fragments of a dream. Occasionally, something will spark the wrath of the dream, and the dream will alter into a memory again.

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I'm secretly hoping that I'd win the 10 million draw tmrw. Hahahaha (truth is I've yet to even buy!!!) If I win the 10 million draw... I'd sponsor my group of friends education! But before I do... I'll sponsor them to Hawaii. Totally the dream place I wanna be at now... After looking at Rumi's post I told myself "this is it!!" Korea feels like a second home to me now... I'm guessing we're gonna frequent there often hahaha. Like a yearly thing LOL. I'm seriously thankful for fish. Not only being my best buddy at work(without you I think I'd be long gone already... with all the hateful stares I have to take everyday) but also the one I can talk to all day long without getting bored, knows me inside out upside down, same ambitions, same taste in fashion, same idea of "good life", your character compliments mine(like how I can understand you throwing your tantrums, how you can understand why I'm appearing snobbish etc) also... my travel buddy! We are the steadyz buddy 1314 muack muackzx (flying kiss) If money permits... lets travel every year often!!!!

Dreams to achieve (from the most possible to most impossible LOL)
1. HK
2. Back pack Thailand
3. Back pack Africa
4. Hawaii
5. Paris

lalalala yepp i will dream on HAhAhhaha. I'm gonna head out now with... denim shirt and jeans!! Awesome haven't had a casual day like that since forever. The other day I wore jeans x white shirt and my colleagues made a big hoo-ha about it. "Von you actually own jeans?!" HAhAHHA

Be thankful

2012-01-27T02:29:00.000+08:00

For the wife
Who says it’s hot dogs tonight,
Because she is home with you,
And not out with someone else.

For the husband
Who is on the sofa being a couch potato,
Because he is home with you,
And not out at the bars.

For the teenager
Who is complaining about doing dishes,
Because it means that she is at home,
Not on the streets.

For the taxes you pay,
Because it means
That you are employed.

For the mess to clean after a party,
Because it means that you have
Been surrounded by friends.

For the clothes that fit a little too snug,
Because it means
You have enough to eat.

For your shadow that watches you work,
Because it means
You are out in the sunshine.

For a lawn that needs mowing,
Windows that need cleaning,
And gutters that need fixing,
Because it means you have a home.

For all the complaining
You hear about the government,
Because it means
We have freedom of speech.

For the parking spot
You find at the far end of the parking lot,
Because it means you are capable of walking
And have been blessed with transportation.

For the huge heating bill,
Because it means
You are warm.

For the pile of laundry and ironing,
Because it means
You have clothes to wear.

For weariness and aching muscles
At the end of the day,
Because it means you have been
Capable of working hard.

For the alarn that goes off
In the early morning hours,
Because it means you are alive.

Tioman 2011 in film

2012-01-26T00:46:00.000+08:00

(Photos above from LCA+)

(Photos below from lousy rented waterproof camera)

idk what i was doing hahahaha

The brave girl that took off her life vest on the first stop. After em trying so hard to cheer me on(me scardy cat) I took off the vest at the second stop. Hahahahaha

This shows how fast they swam as compared to me. HAhAhAHah

HAhAhHAha idk what the fishes were doing to KF's nipples.... LOL

Sorry I know these were from... 3 months ago hahaha.
Most of em raw, unedited! Too lazy. Only the first few hahaha. Used a lousy rented waterproof film camera. Somehow they turned out not so bad! Hehe. Wasn't a very fun trip cuz you could totally finish all activities they have there in... 1 day. Hahahaha. But still not Too bad for a short getaway yeah! Paid $130 for the whole trip excluding expenses there(changed only $100 SGD) cheap cheap! Hehe.

I'm only looking forward to the Korea trip now haha. 2 months 1 week!!
March-April: Korea with happy pills
Sept: Penang & KL with S Club 7(LOL)
Oct: Hopefully if money permits, back pack travel to places like Nepal/Africa etc with Elle and the rest!!

Man.... I wish I had more time this year! Thinking back, I'm actually Very thankful for having to meet my dear S Club 7(Me, Jasmine, Elle, Jess, Spoon, Jet and Kaiwen) Without em I'd probably still be staying home all the time, still crying every single day over the loneliness that I can't contain. Lets all grow old together, hang out at places like Jalan Kayu when we've aged. I love my flenz. Thank you for accepting and appreciating me and my weird humor (insert hearts)

You think you're hearing my laughter. But well, that's the way I cry actually.

2012-01-23T22:40:00.004+08:00

Again, we bought the same set of clothing hahahaha. We've seriously got the same eyes for everything!! Tried on this set at Rockstar the other day, came out of the fitting room with all eyes on us. Can't help it but burst out laughing tgt hahahaha damn funny! We were wearing the same shoes some more! Wasn't anything planned hahah.

(ps: that's not my tummy, didn't tuck the shirt properly!)

Chilled at EWF

Ok Jasmine's picture is corrupted idk why :/

TWG inspired apple tart hehe worth the price! Though TWG's still da best. But what do you expect from just a $8.90 right? Hehe

Jasmine's banana cake! She banana fanatic hahaha

Seems like I can't stay at home like this too much. Makes me think so much. Too much.

My all time fav drama!

I admit, I hate stupid people. But as compared to stupid people, I hate the ones that manipulate stupid people more. There's no need to display that level of competition and insecurity, it's low and ugly.

K anyway side track a lil. I was browsing fb and I realised Bryan Seriously looks like Andrew Garfield!!
This is my friend Bryan previously from Skypark:

And this is Andrew Garfield:

Same feel right!!! HahahHAH ok Bryan don't mind I use your piccie ah! Doubt you'd come here anw bwhaahhaa.

CNY

2012-01-23T22:28:00.000+08:00

Ethan thank you for the book!!!!

Yes, bow tie yet again

Yishun Dam to chillz

My dear girl sparkles

"I am awesome" pose

Endless legs

Reunion dinner with family, followed by a late night movie(Viral Factor, pretty awesome!! My type of action movie hehe) then off to meet Elle and Jet for supper @ Jalan Kayu. Satisfied Spoon's craving, banana prata hahahaha. Chilled at Yishun for a bit before we left for home at about 3am. Woke up at frigging 4.30pm today LOL.

Jet is damn sporting LOL

Hooked to this few songs currently

I don't understand why she's called Birdy but whichever way, I love her :)

It's you it's you it's you~

Addicted to this a lil late haha

Fyi i still like Korean songs hehe
If you don't mind spending 35 mins... watch this 2 mv yeah :)

I like both songs!

Just skip to 1:14 for the song yea

Jay baby (insert hearts)

Ok so much videos at one go hahaha. Congratulations, if you finished reading and watching all the videos in this post, you've wasted more than 50 mins here already!

If I win the 5 million toto now, I'd....

2012-01-18T01:30:00.005+08:00

1. Shift to Katong right away
2. Make a house recording studio
3. Make a house dance studio
4. Cont with Cupffin
5. Learn dance
6. Pick up Korean(fluent plzz), Jap and French
7. O2 skin laser
8. Go Korea London Japan Rome........... (Disappear for 6 months thx)
9. Throw a huge birthday tea party
10. Do volunteering work like going Nepal Africa etc

HahAhha omg keep on dreaming~

"For the first time, I feel wicked"

2012-01-16T01:37:00.004+08:00

Grecian toga maxi dress from Dorothy Perkins, Mary Janes platforms from Editors' Market Exclusive, Fur clutch from Topshop

Love this dress so much finally found an occasion to wear it! It looks so much better in real pictures ain't doing justice to this piece of beauty... It was the last piece on the rack when I saw. Assuming that it won't be my size... turns out it's UK6!! Muahahaha best buy.

Platform heels and fur clutch from Topshop, Uneven skirt from TheScarletRoom, Necklace from Modparade

Wicked Broadway Musical at MBS Grand Theater! It's SO good I can watch it again. Totally worth the $XXX we paid! Hehe.

Some of my fav quotes from the musical~

“Cause getting your dreams
It's strange, but it seems
A little -- well -- complicated
There's a kind of a sort of : cost
There's a couple of things get : lost
There are bridges you cross
You didn't know you crossed
Until you've crossed.”

“Where I'm from, we believe in all sorts of things that aren't true... we call it history.”

"What's in the punch!"
"Uh.. Lemons, melons and pears"
"Oh my"

"Well, we can't all come and go by bubble!"

(while Glinda The Good was trying to console Elphaba The Witch)
-when the clock hits 12-
"Look! It's tomorrow!"

"I don't see why you can't just teach us history instead of harping on the past"

Elphaba: No matter how shallow or self-absorbed you pretend to be..
Fiyero: Excuse me, there is no pretense here. I happen to be genuinely self-absorbed and deeply shallow
(I literally LOL-ed at this hahahaha)

Supper at Jalan Kayu with colleagues/ex colleagues ytd! :)

Couldn't see what I was wearing but I was wearing something super chill hehe. Met Jasmine and Ellie before that for L4D again lol. I'm a lil hooked actually! Some random guy next to us hosted the game for us hahaha and guess what.. Cuz we kept apologizing for being noob and he was like "it's ok, a girl taught me" LOL.

Going Jalan Kayu would only remind me of one person; T. Haha. We should go supper soon. Our standard routine, chill at Yishun Dam after supper! I just came to realise.. I do enjoy your company. I do feel like seeing you. But somehow I just want to keep you so much -as a friend.

Count down to Korea: 2 months 2 weeks 3 days
Can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!
I really need the break.

I promise to be back with better pictures next month! Waiting for my bonus to be in so that I can get a new dslr hehehe. Mine's dead right now. Which is why I don't really have much updates -.- It's all pictures from my friends... Oh and I shall introduce my friend Fernanda to you guys soon. You'd probably see our videos and there often from now! Hehe. She's amazing... Great personality, awesome voice and talent. We'll do up covers!! Soon but not really That soon. Finding time! Hehe.

PS: What's with everyone and Royce chocolate? I've been receiving So much Royce chocolate recently!! And if it's chocolate.. it's always Royce!! Hahaha.

Valentino, Spring/Summer 2012

2012-01-14T13:17:00.002+08:00

How lovely... love all the dresses!!
Sun Fei Fei she is so perfect omg. I'm happy for her she made it really far. She deserves it!!! Love the red dress she was wearing the most. Hehe.

2012-01-11T02:19:00.003+08:00

New Year's eve with Cactus!

In case you didn't realise... my closest friends they're all from Cactus!!!
Jasmine(Ponyo), Elle, Jess, Spoon, Alayna, Jethro.
I know a lot of shit happened between some of us but you girls are still my most treasured friends, the ones that made me realise true friends do exist. Love you girls!!!!

Not to forget Jasmine(Ngui) Sharon Kaiwen Charis Valmia Maylynn Carmen Clarissa.J Audrey.A Sonya Shirley.H Siewchen Julene Janice.L Vanessa.O Xiuling

Love every single one of you!!!! Hehehe pardon me if I missed out any names.

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Wicked musical tmrw! So excited. Waited for tmrw since forever.... hahaha. Time's gna pass really fast pls. I'm fantasizing about Korea every single day alr :( 2 months 3 weeks 1 day!! Oh and did I mention I met a lady today that bears an uncanny resemblance to Carey Mulligan!! Even the hairstyle o.o Haha. And I told a guest "Thank you, enjoy your dream" today -.- Was supposed to be "Thank you, enjoy your night" HahahHAhaha it was damn awkward we all burst out laughing. Ok imma get some beauty sleep now. Tmrw's gna be hectic!! Kbox - Threading - Dinner(Ponyo shall we eat at Pizzaria Mozza?!) - Wicked - Probably clubbing. Woahhh i am bz woman

Gna be a lengthy post!

2012-01-07T21:28:00.003+08:00

I'm so watching this. Not because it's Spider Man remake or whatsoever... but because it's Andrew Garfield!!!!!! Omg I love him. He've grown so much since Never Let Me Go.. Seriously, I think he'd play a better role as Peter as compared to Toby Maguire. Toby's good but sorry... Andrew ftw!! Just my personal preference teehee.

From my fav film; Never Let Me Go

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Caught War Horse ytd! And guess what, I've been giving extra attention to Pudding(my dog) after the movie. Ok I know Pudding's not a horse but seriously they're of no difference! Pudding's FOREVER waiting for me wherever I go. Whether it's to the toilet, out for just 1 min to empty the bin, me taking a bath etc... she'd be waiting. Mom'd always tell me when I don't come home/come back late she'd start to wait by the door when it reaches a certain timing. To her I'm probably her savior, the one that got her out of the sufferings. Can't imagine a day without her... Love you Pudding!! Live long okie!!! (insert hearts)

That aside...... we booked our flight to Korea in March alr!!! Omg damn impromptu plz. Just because there was a promotion.. we went ahead and booked the flight + hotel. Super onz. Onz buddy 1314 Jasmine Ponyo Banana Muffin!!!! Flying via SQ this time hehe so happy. Was initially very tempted to go London instead because of Chef Kuah haha was bit convinced by him but no no we've been wanting to go back Korea since what seems like forever. If London I gotta live on bread from today man.

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I've been creating little worlds of my own and I'm not too sure if I even understand myself now. Few days ago, I just caught up with the one that never fails to make my heart skips a many beats. Hate it the way when I'm with the one I have a thing for, I'd ignore him. Not say ignore but I wouldn't give him any attention he'd supposedly deserve. I might appear snobbish but actually that's my way of showing him I'm... shy. It's alright, good memories shall remain. I'm happy I can only think of things about you that'd make me smile like an idiot. F was telling how unapproachable I appear to be.. Like they'd get the idea I'd never like em. Like I said standards I've set are for Myself, not for others! Fyi, he's nothing fanciful(extreme good dress sense/rich/dashing) but he's simply attractive in my eyes. Everything about him magnetically draws me in. How he'd wait for me quietly, how he'd notice small lil details of me, how his simple "i'm bored where are you" short texts perks me up, how he appears to be nonchalant but actually detailed, how I'd catch him peeping at me from my side eyes all the time, how he'd buy food for me the day after i gave him food, how we'd do silly crazy things tgt, how you'd have stories for every single thing, how you'd take the apple away from my hands when all refuses to eat, how we "raced" when we were blocking each others' way while rushing(when we were still strangers), how you'd remember how we first met, how we'd retardedly walk to * when we could actually take a bus, how you look like a bAd boyZ when actually deep down you're not really one. You're sucha fantasy to me...

I've never had a real boyfriend, but he's def the first that I fell for even before talking to him. Quite-a love at first sight. More love after a talk. Deeper love after closer interactions. If only one day someone can see the reason behind my strong/nonchalant approach. Every small lil thing affects me a lot, I care a lot about every single detail, but my reaction towards things might not be how I feel... I can't express my emotions well, most of the time laughing everything off. Well, you taught me that. I was strong but your inspirational words made me stronger. I'd carry your words with me to the coffin. Somehow this reminds me of my fav movie Never Let Me Go. How Kathy never confessed to Tommy when she knew he had a thing for her. I'd still choose to believe in destiny. If it's meant to be, it's meant to be. God shall decide for me :)

Karlie Kloss in 2012 Free the People catalogue

2012-01-07T20:32:00.000+08:00

Awesome pictures.

First 2012 post

2012-01-03T22:47:00.002+08:00

My pretty friend

My hot friend

My.... crazy friend
Ok those were taken when we still looked normal.
Here's a transformation!!

Still very hot

My cute friend

My crazy friend think (s)he very handsome

Again my feel-like-slapping-me face
You know what... I totally did that at some random guy that kept leaning towards me the other day at Butter. Hahahaha!! I actually hit him on his back(okay i was literally swearing at him) and when he turned to say sorry I did That face. Lol friggin epic!!! This guy next to me was asking me to chill and all. When the guy said sorry he actually replied this for me"You better be" Hehehehe he's pretty cute. But I think I totally lost my reputation LOL.

Ok back to pictures...

Elle decided to cross dress too, after a while. Since she's just living upstairs haha.

The men that night

Our ladies + Jess that's not in th picture

Again the psychotic faces

Cute Christmas hats Elle brought

Ok Elle changed twice hahahaha

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My fav chill out place!

Hat from Underground, Blazer from H&M, Floral shirt from F21, Bow-tie from Topman, Shoes from Topshop, Messenger bag from Taobao.com

The blazer was a friggin good deal!!! Only $50 from sales hahahaha damn happy. Been looking for the perfect plaid blazer for damn long alr. Love the floral lining too, adds a vintage touch to it! Jasmine got her blazer that day from Zara sales too. Gotta love sales heheheh so many good deals.

I've been Really really into bow-ties/ties anything a guy can wear! It's good to be a girl. You can wear something that's meant to be for men but a guy can't wear something that's meant to be for ladies. Haha!

Ok the reason behind me liking bow ties...

I love him too much now I want to be like him LOL.

F*cking mesmerizing plz

I could totally go on and on about him cuz he's totally everything that I'd dream of!!!!!

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Alright... I'm losing my voice. This is abnormal I've been coughing too much zzz

Lastly, Kaiwen/Elle call this the East Side Dream LOL. Elle's "jio-ing" people to stay at Katong now. Gotta love how it's facing the sea!! Next time we all live in Katong k! Katong laksa with me everyday muahahaha. 2012's 10 Million toto I take first k?? -inserts evil laughter-

Bachelors' Christmas Eve Night! (LOL)

2011-12-30T06:52:00.002+08:00

Before the real massive pictures come in, here's some tagged pictures I got from Spoon's phone hehehe.

Prepared the food/everything with Ellie before meeting the girls :)
Ok, only I was dressed as a guy at first

Then Ellie decided to cross dress too(the one on far right)

I like doing that face haha! Feel like slappin my own face lol.

Me: Lets do psychotic faces

Again my deserves to be slapped face

Finally a normal picture

As the night goes my bow tie got bigger, LOL.

Talking about bow ties... I bought like 4 bow ties 2 days ago! Really damn chio couldn't wait wore it out ytd hahaha. I can't believe I even bought a tie from Topman! I've been shopping at Men section recently... And I'm enjoying the most when I'm there HAHA.

Standards(?)

2011-12-28T02:59:00.003+08:00

Hi hi I'm in a self hatin mood now. Y'know... times where you realise how much of a douche bag you've been. My life's been runnin in a very fast pace, hard to keep up with me/my standards. Okay, that sounds very self indulged but I'm not praising myself one bit if you think so.

I've gotten things like
"You go continue to be miss perfect ok"
"Your standards are hard to keep up with"

All this while those standards I've set are for myself to follow, not anyone else. I've probably forgot about the fact that every individual's different but I just expect em all to be like.. me. I love to say this
"we should always set a standard. Not for the others but a standard for ourselves"
That makes us even more "valuable" in a sense whereby people would look at you differently, more admiring manner. But well I think I'm slowly crossing over th line, making it a standard for people around me. Yvonne please freaking realise they're not you they don't need to follow your rules!!!! :( Gettin angsty/losing my cool over matters like this... that's seriously uncool ain't it. I'm becoming uncool omg. Hahaahaha.

On a sidenote... It's rather confirmed!! My 2 weeks getaway in end of March :) Either 2 weeks in Korea or I'm thinking 1 week Korea 1 Week Japan!! Will never be able to get enough of Korea. Nice culture, nice people, nice food, nice shopping, nice weather, nice toilets, everything nice!!! But I can't speak fluent Jap so a bit pointless huh huh :s Well shall see! Booking tix soon so excited love my steady friends (insert hearts)

Anw.. This girl here I love her!!!!!

Been a fervent reader of her blog hehehe. She's a Jap living in Aussie. Whatever she wears' exactly whatever I'd wear!!!! Love her hair in the last picture!!! The type of hair that I'd totally cut. Hahaha. Too bad it's kinda impossible for me to grow such long fringe anymore. Probably next year when I'm outta work. I'd pin it up for the whole year hahaha.

Christmas

2011-12-22T02:49:00.000+08:00

Happy pills (insert hearts)

Christmas is coming... So much things planned, hopefully they'd go as planned!
Fisherman party, night picnic for Christmas, 2 days honeymoon with Jasmine(LOL), Wicked Broadway musical(omg I met the leading actress in Wicked today!!!)

Wicked girl: You have more bandeaus?
Me: Yes, here
Wicked girl: Cuz I'm acting in Wicked, can't have any tan lines..
Me: Wicked?!
Wicked girl: Yes yes, the musical? The one with the witch? The green faced girl?
Me: Omg yes I'd be watching it!!!!!
Wicked: Wow really! But I'm not the green faced girl, the other one instead

Went back home to look at the poster... omg yes it's that girl!!! She looks like she's only.. 17 or so? Hehe so happy. Previous time I brought the Swan Lake On Ice girl around, today I met the leading actress for Wicked!! She was talking quite a bit to me haha damn friendly

Ok back to track. And omg Korea in March/April again!!! Can't wait omg this time round imma stay there for 2 weeks man. Just finished baking brownies/cupcakes and packing Christmas gifts! Omg damn tedious cuz y'know Yvonne is Miss Perfect haha everything's wrapped nicely -wink- but my cupcakes' a bit cmi... Nvm I gave up on that alr. So long as it's wrapped nicely!! Hahaha. Imma be Santa Claus later!! Sending out prezzies~ Wanted to spend <$100 on gifts but end up I spent $200+ zzz. And the effort I put in to wrap everything nicely... omg I should post up a picture of my end products!!! Hehehe show you guys again. I'm too tired to do anything now... tata!! (insert hearts)

MBS Year End Party 2011, Avalon

2011-12-17T07:11:00.004+08:00

I look huge haha never stand in front!!!

Decided to let down my hair after less than 15 mins of bunning lol

Headed over to Avalon after D&D!

Lalala had to take a picture at the booth before entering lol!

Had a picture with my long time eye candy 2 nights ago!!! He sang to me omg and held me by the waist for the photo!!!!!!! OMGGGG I NEARLY DIED. Picture's with Spoon, will update again -wink- he is SOOO cute omg. Should've said this to him before the picture

"Can I take a picture with you, so I can show Santa just what I want for Christmas?"

Hahahaha omg idk what's with me and pick up cheesy pick up lines these days. I think it's damn cute!! I like the one that Kaven asked me the most.

"Do you have raisins?"
"No..?"
"How about a date?"
Hahahaha best!!!

And the one that Ethan asked

"Are you Pikachu?"
"What?!"
"Because I choose you!!"

Ok cannot reveal too much hahahaha gotta run ta!

2011-12-06T05:45:00.000+08:00

Happy pills (insert hearts)

I realise something... All my club dresses are all toga!!!! HAhHAHahha. Ok if you ask what dress best describes me, it'd be a toga dress.

Military day haha. Decided to go on a theme suddenly!
Train at 2-3am was definitely heavenly haha. Went Katong for dry mee sua, HANDS DOWN DA BEST!!!! I could eat that everyday omg.... Just finished Never Let Me Go! Procrastinated for quite a bit, finally got th time to watch it. A very nice movie! I cried for about 1 hour throughout the 1.5 hour long movie, lol. Been having a crying spree for a longer time than expected. Crying is good. You let out your emotions, you break down so you can pick yourself up again. But when it's going for a longer time than expected, it becomes a habit. A habit that is hard to quit. You cry whenever problem arises. You cry whenever you caught up with something difficult. You stop thinking.

I remember someone telling me before that I'm stronger than the other girl. I differ. You cried(in front of someone) over this issue, you tweet 10000 emotional tweets, you deactivated your facebook. I did not. Doesn't mean that you do all of that, I didn't, means I'm stronger. She's more fragile. C'mon, we're all humans. We all have reacting hormones. We're all easily hurt, easily broken. It's the matter of how you express it to everyone else, how you choose to react to the situation. You never know how much the quiet one suffers. I'm not emotionless. I've never really cried in front of friends. Other than getting caught(how sad is this, crying in private) I'm usually laughing everything off. A few times, I came to the stage whereby being strong instead makes me tired. When you get tired of crying in private, you cry to a friend. Then they'll ask you, why? You're supposed to be strong, don't cry. So, what? Do I cry or not? Restricted, no one understands. I don't, either.

Ok this is gettin lengthy. I'm thankful to have you here, Ponyo! I don't know how many thankful words I hafta say here to you but no words can describe how thankful I am to have met you. You don't leave me too ok! We'll grow old tgt if I can't find a boyfriend hahahahaha (insert hearts) I love you Jasmine!!!!

2011-12-05T21:49:00.000+08:00

The day we went for Roy's birthday party! So cute he've got 2 dogs named Milk Shake and Coffee(was it Coffee?) Hahah super cute la!

Jess's birthday dinner at Mr Curry!

Us imitating Spoon cuz we were scanning thru her cam whore pictures in her phone... then we all started imitating what she did lol!!

Jess and her pressies we all got her! A set of clothing and a Kate Spade wallet! ;) Hope you like it babe hehehe.

PC's down for 2 weeks and now it's fixed! 2 things I miss the most:
1. Sam Tsui
2. Nigel Lew

LOL. Ok pardon me I'm a stalker lol! Anw I'm seriously addicted to this

Hi I'm not dead

2011-11-30T18:24:00.002+08:00

2 weeks ago at Filters then Rebel/Zirca along with Kaiwen, Lyonne and Joshua. Crazy night haha.

Eli's birthday celebration at Ma Maison!

Love that place too much. It's supposed to be a Jap restaurant but I've no idea why it's a French name... Haha but anyways! Our Electrifying Alayna is back!

Titanic Artifact Exhibition at MBS Art Science Museum

Pictures doesn't do any justice to how beautiful the exhibition was!!! It's so worth it... everyone should go!!! I'll be until 2012 April yeah :)

Haha I look super cui

Met Sharon after our exhibition at TWG for brunch! My fav Apple tart hehehehe. Super nice!!!

Rushed to airport to pick up our fav girl (insert hearts)

Th banner Jasmine did

And the banner I did. Haha we literally screamed when she came out. Our plan was to make it look like Alayna's some star. Haha! Succeeded. Some asked if any celebrity is coming. LOL.

To Alayna's place for a bit before heading home...

Neo printz with da girls! Haha my eyes turned out to be one big and small so I'm not posting any of the others up ahahaha.

Ok it's gettin late imma head out now to get my iphone!! Hehehe. Finally....
Update this space again! Love y'all!!!

xoxo, Hamburger Cupcake

2011-11-14T10:10:00.002+08:00

I wanna deep fry myself

111111

2011-11-11T03:10:00.000+08:00

From the picnic we had a while ago while staying at MBS!

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You, the only one that'd call/text me at every 11.11pm just to tell me "I love you"
Can't help myself from not thinking about you especially on today, 11/11/11.
Wish you all the happiness that you deserves, sorry for the pain that I've inflicted on you.

2011-11-08T02:58:00.002+08:00

Sigh... I miss Korea. I don't know how many times I hafta repeat that but seriously I do miss Korea! But it won't be the same without the same company I had (insert hearts) Hehe. We can even hit the streets at 1-2am we'd still be able to shop. Like what Charis said Seoul never sleeps!!! Talking to random people on the streets, making friends wherever we go, taking silly videos on the streets, walking around with a map and our very own hand written guides, cute cafes every few steps that we take... Ever since I came back from Korea I told myself "Even though we're in Singapore alr but we shouldn't dress down at any point of time!" You should see how every one of em dress up! You'd feel so inferior if you don't dress up there...

My 2nd dream country to go: Japan!!
Followed by Paris, Auckland, Venice etc... I'm saving Rome for honeymoon cuz that's my fav LOL.

If only.. if only.. if only i'm filthy rich (inserts sad face x1000000000)

MBS staycation Day 4

2011-11-04T00:29:00.000+08:00

Hehe just took all these off Jasmine's blog and edited the colors for all of it! Hehe.

They say the view from Skypark's always the best in the night, but I differ!~ Gotta love the view, the air, the feel in the morning! Hehe. Ok that's probably because I'm a morning person zz.

Hehe I liked the peep hole feel from the curtains ;)

TWG for brunch before check out! Hehehe

Haha I know pictures from Jasmine's seat's nicer.... All you can see behind me are the shops -.-

The ambiance is Damn good! Feels good when you're sitting by the canal sipping tea eating pies and macaroons talking to your fav company! Hehe. Though we had 7-8 eyes on us while we're at it... I know the staffs were just being nice to be on "stand-by" but still it was a lil uncomfortable for us!

Trust me, they have the best tea. You can smell the aroma even before drinking it. Ok no, the tea leaves itself is enough to kill! Oh yes you get to have the whole pot to yourself!

This apple pie thing is the best I've EVER(that's an understatement..) tried!! It's so good omg I can imagine it melting in my tongue now....

This is embarrassing but that was our first time trying macaroons! A lil too sweet for our liking :/ Ok we don't have sweet tooth so probably that's why... It's still good though! Just too sweet haha.

The prices are not as steep as what we expected though! 2 pots of tea, 1 apple pie, 4 macaroons and the bill turned out to be mmm $48 if I'm not wrong! You're paying for quality food so it's all well spent!!!

Back to hotel to prepare for check out! Took outfit pictures before leavin.. haha as usual.

I must say this is my fav blazer! Been wearing it so often I'm so afraid it'll be worn out soon... It's vintage anyway haha. Nothing beats a simple black vintage boyfriend blazer like this. Need to stock up more blazers! Hehe.

Hehe Jasmine's outfit is mega chio!! We're coincidentally vintage hahaha

And babe haha no my photogenic days are long over man... You should know better how much shots you need to take of me before I get a decent one or worst cases I give up on taking and settled on ugly ones?!

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Halloween 2011!!!

This Mario girl is SUPER cute!!

hehe I met my cowboy alr.

And she met her red indian friend hahaha (sorry but I can't help myself from looking at his shoes O.o)

Look at how sad Elli looked. Cuz there's no greek prince in that group... hahaaha!!!

Super cute girls!!

KW came after his Faye Wong concert lol!!

LOL CONSTRUCTION WORKER

Finally she found her friends. But I think they're supposed to be Egyptians...

Ok I think there's more pictures yea... stay tuned!!

I've alr thought of what to be next year. LOL. Can we just plan our own costume party soon?!! I can't wait for next Halloween alr... the urge to play dress up is damn strong!!!!!

Count down: 119 more hours to reuniting with Alayna!!!!!! (insert hearts)

Never Let Me Go

2011-11-01T21:43:00.007+08:00

Happen to chance upon the trailer of this movie. And I must say no other movies have been able to touch me emotionally like this for years. It's just the trailer but I'm so sure it'd be a good movie. Shall hunt for the dvd tmrw! This movie is actually based on the novel Never Let Me Go by Kazuo Ishiguro, it's supposed to be an emotional thiller. It's about the 3 Kathy, Tommy and Ruth. The three, who become entangled in a love triangle, are scientific specimen(clones) created in a laboratory to provide their organs to severely ill patients. At the later part the teacher then quietly inform them of their nature; that they exist only for donor organs for transplants, and will die in their late twenties. Imagine you've been schooling for years then to find out you exist just for donor organs. How different are their lives from the lives that they've got to save? Especially when you die your death would be referred as "completion" instead of some illness or natural death. Life's short, we might not know what's gonna happen next. So lets just treasure whatever we have now and focus on the positives of life instead of the negatives. Read the plot(shucks I know I'm not supposed to especially when I've yet to even watch it) and seriously it really got me thinking real hard. I'm not gonna set regret as an option in life anymore and I hope I never will. Instead of seeing it as something regretful I'd rather say it's a choice made -a bad one you may say- At least you learn from mistakes but a regret is something that you'd always look back at. Never look back for you'd never be able to move forward in life, or anything else.

PS: I'm more interested in finding the book now.

"You know in fact that if your morals can go out the window if you think you can survive in a certain way, whatever your morals may be"
-Keira Knightley

2011-11-01T03:14:00.004+08:00

(credits to Wenying)

Today's kinda productive... Wish everyday was like this :/ Sigh... why am I not rich so that I don't hafta work!! Did some shopping on my own, met Ellie to return costumes, Kaiwen picked us up in a Bumble Bee(lol) for dinner in town, sneaked popcorn shrimps into the cinemas, caught Midnight In Paris with Spoon, Zhongshen and Hongyang (arg the movie I wouldn't categorize as Romance... I'd categorize as.. awesome!!! Can watch it again omg), supper @ Spize with em + Ethan. Tmrw it'd be dim sum for brunch with Jasmine! Hehe. Mmm and probably shopping on my own again. I bought 2 formal dresses the past 2 days. Kinda excited to find a chance to wear em out! Hehe. I'm hunting for a nice pair of knitted shorts now. Shall start the hunt tmrw yow.

A few things I'm excited over...

1. 8 more days to seeing my sexy Alayna!!!!
2. Hawker center birthday party for Ellie's. LOL we were discussing ended up we decided on something stupidly funny. We're gna have chilli crab as birthday cake(with candles on it LOL), wear something super atas, put on fake mustache, ugly party hats, reserve table with... packs of tissue paper. HahHAhahahaha!!!
3. Christmas (LOL still long but I'm thinking of a themed costume party alr.... After Halloween I'm super into costume LOL trying hard to fit something into a costume party..)
4. Dinner buffet I hope soon :( Plz I need one omg I have 2 new dresses waiting for me... 1 likea prom dress and one maxi toga!
5. Movie marathon. Jasmine we've been procrastinating... lets hve it the next time we're off TGT!!! I have so much movies in mind now... let's watch 5 in a day HAhahahAHHa

I'm actually quite sad that we're so addicted to club these days... We don't used to be such party animals :( But well at least we don't flirt around. Just us means just us. Ok sidetrack a lil. I just put on like 2kilos. Argh I'm supposed to lose 2 but yet I gained 2. Now I gotta lose 4!!! (inserts sad face) Way to go!! (Y)

Halloween 2011

2011-10-30T05:00:00.002+08:00

Cowgirl

Tribal girl

Greek princess

Haha we turned out to be... under-dressed! Took lotsa pictures with random people. Was searching for cowboys hahaha found a few! Pictures all in Ponyo's Iphone hehe. Shall update again! We spent quite a bit for Halloween's outfit actually.. Haha. Had fun tonight though! From taking pictures with random people to destroying KW's lab coat with red paint I found in the... ladies. LOL. But it's kinda unexpected... 7/10 people they're all unfriendly. C'mon, it's Halloween -.- Why so serious!!

Update this space asap! ;>

Random

2011-10-30T04:59:00.000+08:00

See I'm making up so much for always going missing! Hehehe.
(Scroll down for 2 more new posts)

Random pictures from work:

My 2 fav girls that have alr left for Uni :(

This one worst, left for Aussie!

Sharmaine's 21st!

Skypaprk hotties LOL

Jess came!

Miss you a bit la!

Cerez's last day

my birthday surprise hehehe

Khloe's birthday surprise!

Mission: To keep Leonard out of the picture

Tada! Success!

My dearest colleagues making fun of me while I'm... sleeping.

Pearlyn darling!

Midnight movie dates!!

Leonut's surprise farewell themed party!

Gin's last day...
Which was my birthday surprise day :(

Imma the boss! hehehe

Ok now random pictures frm Spoon's iphone/Jasmine's dslr in Korea!

My $10 chio bag

They abandoned me for the ride... See how lonely I looked LOL

Busy with instax

Outside Coex mall where we met cute Korean boys where they tried talking to us! Heheh. They thought we're Japanese... Cuz they introduced themselves in Jap -.-

Yum yum

We looked damn lost lol!

Oh yes this one. This is where we parted with Spoon in HK. I know we're not supposed to look happy lol!! She met us in Korea again hehe we took diff flight..

Super bad hair day :(

Our first bus ride!

very gorgeous cafe my ass

@ Cafe Benne!

"Buy or don't?" haha I got it anyway. Thank goodness I got it!! Love it to bits hehehe. $15 only... that was the $15 vintage store! Everything $15 omg. I know $15 might not be Super cheap to you but it is to me for vintage! And to me sweaters are all hard work... embroidered somemore!

Cosmetic/skincare products shopping near our hotel hehe

I miss that ajusshi from this bbq store :( he'd buy candies/yakult for us all the time! I think he treat us like his daughters hehe. They call us the 3 flowers lol.

That was just.. day 2 I think? My goodness. Look at the amount we bought. No, look at my luggage of cosmetics/skin care products! That was just part of it lol.
(PS: I was wearing only my panties in this picture bwahahaha)

Some other random pictures!

Stayover @ Eli's!

They say I resemble this:

LOL!
Here's the soundtrack to go along with these pictures

HAhhaHahahahhHAhaha
Was this close to rolling on the floor while taking these pictures with Khloe!

Outfit pictures~

Korea Day 5

2011-10-28T20:59:00.002+08:00

Even their botak trees looks better than SGP's... Lol

Luv ma hair on that day! Heheheh

Had our lunch at Coex mall after getting bored of the place... Coex has nothing!!

The only way to show that we're sitting on the floor! HAhahaha

This girl don't know how to eat.

Happy Ponyo with her $3 ring!

"please take a picture of me eating"

Dinner~

Talkative Caucasian that talked to us throughout!

Fell in love with this place the minute we walk in.... The feel omg!
Can't really tell in pictures but the place looks awesome.

Sorry didn't really have much pictures on that day... too busy shopping! Hehehe

Look book

2011-10-25T22:28:00.002+08:00

Some looks from lookbook I love most! hehehe.

OMG LOVE THIS DOOD!!! My dream bf should dress like him everyday :x

A super tough one, I like too!

Omg I love this too. Like a gangsta

Things that I'd totally wear..

Love everything about this dress! I need one like this too omg.

Love this Shan Shan girl. She's so good!!!

Love everything about this outfit! The sweater and the skirt... omg tdf!!!

I'm a sucker for long outerwear like these. Hehehehe.

Met T again today... Feels really good to hear from your eye candy

"You look good today"

Ok although we didn't work out but after all he's still my eye candy and I'm his eye candy! Hahaha. Fyi I have 135 eye candies in MBS. And I'm just kidding. There's so much I name em by numbers instead of nicknames. Lol!!!!

"I saw my 134th today"
"Omg 135th just walk passed"

HahAHHAhaha.

Anyway... 3 more days to Halloween night!!!! Can't wait omg. I hope no one would be dressed as the same theme as me.... Instead of Halloween it feels like a costume party haha. Had Halloween costume fitting like a week ago! Super fun. We just grab whatever we see.... So many they're dressed as Dracula! Ok shit it's raining heavily now gotta close the windows and hit da sack now. Tata!

Korea Day 4

2011-10-25T21:32:00.003+08:00

hahahaha ok I know this is from 6 months ago! But I realised I didn't update anything about the trip at all... Lol! So, here you go! Hope I'm not too late hehehe.

I think that was our best dressed day out of so many days...

This girl's too happy. LOL

Flea market @ Hongik Uni

LOL

Regretted not patronizing... :(

Went to Cafe Benne right next to it!

Super cute interior

View from 2nd level

Not only it looks good, taste heavenly too

hahahahah after these few shots we ran indoor. Couldn't withstand the cold lol!

Up to Namsan Tower! (N.Seoul Tower)

Gotta take cable car upp

Coffee/hot chocolate taste best when you're @ Namsan Tower(lol that's what they always say in dramas!)

hehehe my $15 vintage dress I found there!

$15 vintage blazer!! Heheheh good deals.
Oooh btw the 3 bags that we were carrying was only... $10 each! hehehe

I don't understand how they can sit out here for coffee... It was freezing

Likewise we wanted to let him draw us too! $5 only I think? But sorry I can't sit still for even 10 mins for him to draw me, I was literally shaking..

Finally the famous locks place!
Lovers/couples they'd get a lock, write love messages on it. Lock it and throw the key away from there. Haha.

Look at my red noseee

LOL LOL HAHAHA I was too bored...

I thought I looked really freaky. We started to take freaky pictures lol

Freaky or not!!! HAhAHAhha
Ran down whehn we exit cuz it was too cold... Took a bus to Myeong dong!

Din din first

Korean jajang myun. Not as good as the one we had in the chinese restaurant!

Looks good ay? The taste tells me otherwise :/

OMG I MISS THIS...

Omg I'm drooling alr... miss this a lot :(

cabbed back to hotel. Cabbing is so cheap there!
Starting fare $2.40 every minute increase by only... 5 cents?!

Banana milk~ Hehe I think we were trying out the clothes that we bought. Y'know, girls are always like that hahaha

Did my nails on my own!

Ok tata!

It was a life changing event, to have known you girls.

2011-10-24T22:29:00.003+08:00

I realized I've been coughing like it's a seasonal thing. Seriously, every 4 months or so I'd have a coughing fest whereby I'd cough for a month(or even longer) This time round it got so bad I tries damn hard to control not to cough. Because once I start, it'll take quite a while for me to stop. The best part, it'd be so bad at times I hafta find a corner and catch my breath. I wouldn't be able to breathe and you could easily tell because my face would be all red. Sigh. I think my lungs are failing me... lol!

On a sidenote.. I really love you girls. You girls are not one in a million, but once in a lifetime. Don't ever leave me ok? Lets not do this anymore. Love you bunnies (insert hearts)

Pregnant girl. To me you're someone I can talk to all day long without feeling tired. You're always thoughtful, fun, and full of surprises! You're always doing something that a bf should be doing for me... No wonder we're "in a relationship" haha! You always offer your help whenever you can without even asking for anything in return. Girl, you can't help everyone y'know! We're worlds apart but yet we can click so well. We don't hafta be the same in order to be tgt.... opposite attracts you hear of that? -insert hearts-

Banana muffin. You're the best I ever had... seriously. You know me inside out upside down better than anyone else! From the way I need comfort to remembering small lil details of me. Like how everyone would dig things out from me, you wouldn't ask me a thing but only talk about it when I open up. But actually you knows everything about it. Just because you know I hate talking about it, you don't talk about it. Basically... you read me like a book! When it's supposed to be a locked one but you can just read it effortlessly. Small lil surprises all the time that I love too! You're the only one I can have impromptu meet ups with. A sudden late night supper. A sudden stayover. A sudden trip to Korea(decided within... 1 day?!) Impromptu clubbing with just us 2. Idk, we're so impromptu we can almost meet anytime luh!

Don't ever wanna lose any of you, ever. We'll be fine.. right?

Red Wine

2011-10-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

Sorry peeps I think I've totally lost the drive in blogging... Probably because of the lack of pictures yea! I'm so used to bringing my camera everywhere I go... Until my camera went haywire months ago :/ I need a new one seriously. 5D Mark II I still want you (inserts sad face)

Casual day out some time ago. Gotta love my Platform Mary Janes.. They're so comfortable yet adding on to my height without much effort. Such a good pair especially for someone like me who love buying heels/platforms but refuse to wear em. I'm always worried over how it'll hurt, end up going out in flats -.- Well, that's just me I guess. Till I saw this pair over at Editors' Market... Voila! I knew I had to get em heh. $89 totally worth every cent. Thank you Jasmine for teaching me the importance of shoes. I was forever wearing sandals before if you realised!! Until a few months back.. Hehehe. Shall snap a piccie of my collection of shoes by far. The family is growing rapidly!

Everyone's been saying I'm putting on weight... Give me till Dec. 45kg!! Just 1kg in a month that's not too much, yes? Heh.

My end of October's gna be a busy week....
1. Jasmine's birthday
2. Halloween Party
3. Hotel stay

So excited for everything!!
And I seriously need to get my hair done asap. Haven't realised it's importance until recently. Gotta dye it and get a proper hair cut! Probably perm again? Since the curls are all gone -.-
To those who thinks that I've got a nice hair, don't get cheated. It's frizzy, dry, weirdly coloured, and flat in real. The only thing I like about is the thickness. Haha. I hate thinning it. The last time I thin it was probably.... 3 years ago. LOL. Trust me, hair's so important it can change your whole look. I've got 3 simple rules for hair.

1. Can't be straight
2. Has to be thick
3. Can't be flat

That's just the basic heh. I need more add-ons now. My hair's pretty screwed. I'm bored of my hair alr.... Alright anyway... My mom got herself a new hobby. Brewing wine... Haha we're gna try 3 different type of wine next week or so! But we'll need to leave it on the shelve for at least 6 months before we can drink it :/ Well.. hard work pays off right hehe. My mom have been forcing me to down a glass of red wine every night recently. Well, for good blood circulation! Haha. I've got this strong urge to shop :/ Die. Hope to do flea soon... my clothes are multiplying in such a scary way! :x

2011-10-09T22:04:00.002+08:00

Dinner at Bao Today some time ago after work!

Ponyo's outfit of the day! Mad chio that day hehe

Polka dot blue retro dress from Hongdae, Korea
Black boyfriend blazer, Vintage
Messenger denim bag, Dior Vintage
Manney Suede Slipper, Topshop
Lace socks, Taobao.com

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Movie date with Jasmine a while back too!
Don't be afraid of the dark. Not scary one bit! :/

Jasmine's so well dressed that day haha.

Just look at me........

Peterpan collared top, H&M sgp
Scallop shorts, The Blogshop
Vest, Vintage
Tribal knitted bag from Ehwa, Korea
Plaid flats, Haji Lane

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Mmmm been drinking more these days I realised. Whenever we've no clue as to where to go, we'd always end up drinking.

Surprised my dear Jess ytd! We "kidnapped" her hahaha. Dinner at Mr Curry(damn, they're pretty good!) with my fav people. Everyone's here except... Alayna Yeoooo! Can't wait for this girl to return (insert hearts) Less than 2 more months baybeh!

If you're wondering wtheck's wrong with our act cute peace sign... Here you go

We were browsing through Spoon's phone and we saw her cam whore picture. We keep imitating her after LOL.
Went Homeclub to drink. Pretty early so it was mm kinda nice to chill yea. Asked for the menu for food and guess what we saw.... Fried wanton, luncheon meat, cockles etc~ Omg what is this!!!! Hahahahaha we had a good laugh lol. This is not a kopitiam plz! Spoon said they're having a collab with the kopitiam LOL.

Been really cash tight these days. Going somewhere/a need to buy something every month. Zomg this is killing me.. This month I'm going Tioman, 3 best friends' birthdays, returned money, gave my mom money, Halloween costume, Halloween party. Omg. Damn crazy plz. I'm kinda pumped for Halloween though! Thursday going costume hunting hehe. I want a themed party! I don't want like I come as a witch, one come as a nerd, one come as a banana man, one come as an angel. Super weird!

Hopefully I'd start saving up! :/
My mom's nagging cuz I'm working at 7.30am later. hahaha k I gotta run. Ta!

Hoppípolla

2011-10-09T21:41:00.003+08:00

Ain't fairytale all you ever dreamt of? Apparently everyone of us know it all well that it's never gna come true. But we just wanna live in it. Well, who knows right?

"Don't you remember? We met before"
"We have..?"
"Of course, you said so yourself. Once upon a dream."

2011-10-07T01:20:00.001+08:00

2011-10-05T14:55:00.002+08:00

Sorry for being away for so long! But I'm gna be away again next week... hehe. To Tioman with Jasmine and Kunfeng! A weird combi I know... I don't even know Kunfeng yet hahaha. And we all know it's gna rain everyday there. But we still go ahead and booked -.- Too much money to spend lol. I'll update often I promise! Haven't got any pictures lately hehe. Couldn't be bothered to blog without any pictures...
Gotta run for now, meet seller + eyelash extensions + meeting J! Tata!

Broken

2011-09-22T05:58:00.003+08:00

There are days where you don't feel like answering to anyone
There are days where you feel like being The Little Mermaid, disintegrate into sea foam
There are days that you just wanna cry looking into the mirror, asking yourself

"Why am I in such a state now?"
"What's becoming of me?"

There are days where you just wanna sleep and not think of anything else
There are days where your day has become night, and night becomes day. So that you will not have a chance to face anyone, answer to anyone.

Today's the day. I need warmth.

2011-09-19T03:06:00.006+08:00

#Taurus' born on April 27 you are mysterious but refined and good natured...
If you lie to a #Taurus, but come clean, they will forgive you. If you lie about lying, it is over.
#Taurus will always be in your corner if they love you.
A #Taurus will walk the walk. If they say they're leaving you better put on ur running shoes to chase 'em.
#Taurus only give you 1 chance to mess up.
If you are clumsy or not coordinated and have bad rhythm or timing you have no chance with a #taurus.
The saddest thing about the powerful #taurus is that they think walking away is a sign of being secure. Rather then dealing with being hurt.
#taurus got alot of rules but not a lot of needs.
It is so hard to use a #Taurus cause they can see through you immediately.
A #Taurus can hold back the tears from falling forever.
Self-respect for a #taurus is very important don't mistake this for ego.
Some #taurus might never tell you they're mad at you.
#Taurus don't do emotions.
#taurus has perfect control over emotions.
A #taurus knows when your lying... ♉

I've lost my direction... Help, anyone?
Anybody realise the weird moon the past 3 days? It was red in color, sometimes half missing, sometimes rlly near but next min rlly far.. I've got a very very bad instinct. Something's gna happen and I don't think it'd be anything good. Pray hard~

Muffin. I'm on the opposite side seriously. Now that I've one who wants to go kite-flying with me, jogging with me, baking with me, watch movies sitting at 2 far ends tgt(i can't rlly watch movies with friends. I don't talk and I stop em from talking hahaha), take me out for late night supper, ask me whether I want to be on a bike today or in a car, ask me what I want for dinner so he can have it delivered to me, send me to work, pick me up from work.. .. I can't believe I rejected a guy like that. Someone that likes you 10x more than you like em. Best part? He was my eye candy. I'm a female jerk.

MBS staycation Day 3

2011-09-19T02:15:00.003+08:00

On our way to USS!! Super excited hehehe

walking in..

Touristy shot
And guess what? We couldn't get in. Our ticket was non-peak but that day was a "peak day" so yeah.. I refused to top up for the full price because they were the ones whom made the mistake. Spoke to the manager even but nothing helped. I swear me/Jasmine we were extremely fierce throughout hahahaha. Was so piss so we decided to go picnic instead!

Me and my signature open-mouth-smile hahahaha
Grabbed some food first before shopping for snacks

Love shopping for grocery!!!

Cabbed to Botanics after. Super cheap haha cheaper than taking mrt luh!!

Me and Jess walking our usual speed.. ok I think Spoon's the only slow walker!

Laid out all our food!

Haha too lil omgggg
Even me and Jasmine(Ngui) we eat more than this! Our usual picnic must haves: Huge box of sausages, spaghetti, salad, few boxes of fruits, potato chips, etc.. Hahaha pro picnickers!

Ok and y'know.. girls they'd take pictures with food -.-

here's one sexy picture of my muffin!

Cannot waste her cam whoring effort. Too many chio ones alr don't know which to choose to have it up here hahahahaha

Photo session starts!

On Jasmine:

Floral cropped top and Floral top linen shorts from Modparade
Ribbon sandals from Topshop

On Me!:

Peter Pan collared polka dot top and Sunhat from H&M
Military frills high waist shorts from Korea
Plaid shirt-blazer, Vintage from Editors Market
Maccoy Black Chelsea Ankle Boots from Topshop
Ribbon tights from Taobao.com

That's about it! Hehehehe.
Oh and yes.... gotta show you me and Jasmine's wardrobe for the stay

It's not really ours.. but there's only our clothing/hats hahahaha. None of Jess/Spoon's!

Photo credits all to Jasmine!
For videos... can check out Jasmine's blog yeah. Hehe. I'm lazy...

Goodbye

2011-09-16T00:01:00.002+08:00

You asked for it. I hate draggy dramas. Sorry to have ended this thing abruptly... Appreciate your kindness towards me but afraid I can't take em any further. I can't settle down for nice guys like you. Sorry I had to tell you straight in your face because I'm not a villain that'd make you wait for me. I had to let you go. We're just not in love yet. You're probably at the age of settling down alr but I'm not. I've yet to see so many things, experience so much things. The last thing I can ever tolerate is for someone to tell me what to do. You don't decide my future. You don't hold my future responsible. Can you even afford? Suddenly I know how it feels to play around someone that you don't like. The feeling sucks. Knowing that the party might be suffering now after the pulling and pushing. I feel like a... witch. Some super evil one. Like after giving you an ice cream cone I go and melt it. Hope you'd meet a better one.

That aside. I'd be flying off to somewhere faraway from 21st-27th sept. Will be back with more updates! Needed a break anyway... fresh air here I come!

MBS staycation 4d3n

2011-09-14T03:05:00.002+08:00

First day of MBS Stay!

Checked in with Jasmine first, changed and headed to skypark to chill followed by Sauna/steam bath/hot spring!

1. Without make up!

Went out to shop a bit then rushed to pick Jess up hehe.

Went to get a bit of drinks, sat by the river & drank a bit!

Haha bad angle, I seriously don't think my thighs are that huge lol

See I made their's look super skinny!

Day 2

Woke up super early for a dip!

Pretty girlzzz

I've finally managed to convince Jasmine how important an outerwear/hats are... they can literally spice up a boring outfit!! Jasmine too, convinced me how important shoes are hahaha. I've been splurging so much on shoes recently!

hehe love my 1 piece swim suit!! super good buy, $39 only from f21!!! Both me and Jasmine got one each hehehe.

Went to Banyan tree again for their steam bath/hot spring/sauna yeah. Showered and changed before meeting Spoon.

Had breakfast at Coffee Bean's!

Happy Spoon

Waiting for fooooood~

3 gorgeous!

hahaha I look like some school girl beside a rich tai tai!!

My Strawberry & Banana french toast!

Again I fail at taking picture with food...

Jess eating the same thing as me! Hehe

Spoon's Strawberry Waffle with Whipped Cream!

Lastly, Jasmine's Omelet with Mushroom!

Outfit pictures!!

Ditsy dress from F21, mustard sweater from H&M sgp, hand carry from Snidel emook, black lace up shoes from Topshop

Jasmine's outfit!

Super tai tai hahahaha

Jess's! This girl didn't even hafta dress up but still look good whatever she wears!

Spoon looking super retro hehehe. And her infamous pregnant pose!

I must bring my new baby out as often as I can... they're so comfy I can even dance the whole night in it without feeling tired!!!

:P

Took bus to JB! Haha

why they so pweeeety

Oh I forgot Jasmine's change of outfit to JB! Haha cuz she brought too much clothes...

Bought a bit of Etude House/Tony Moly over there yeah. Vivi magazines too! Super cheap hehe. Went to sing k at Neway and boy it was so cheap! 20Rm inclusive of 1 drink and a main course?! That's like... 8$SGD for 4 hours + food!!! Insanely insane..

After coming back from JB... showered and went out again hehe

My clubbing outfit zz

Jasmine's!

Went to amk to eat western food before we head to club yeah.
Shanghai Dolly - Rebel - Zirca
Went to Shanghai Dolly just for the sake of drinks heh. Couldn't be bothered to queue for Zirca's free drinks yeah. I don't even need to queue at SD luh! They have rather good music but... sorry if unless you blindfold me I'll def have a good time there. I can't stand the people there! China ladies, super old men and what's more the china ladies dance... funnily hahaha. Cuz SD was our first spot and Spoon's first time ever clubbing. I was telling her "omg plz don't think that this is the way to dance in a club. don't get the wrong idea!!" hahhAHAHAh I was so afraid that she'd follow how they dance after seeing em like that lol.

Idk why but there were so much kids/matreps that night. Couldn't be bothered with those kids haha.

Never test this girl's alcohol resistant level. Haha she drink a bit can fly alr! Had to protect her the whole night keeping guys away from her...

Back to hotel, slept at around 5am! Ok they all slept earlier I was doing mask etc. Hahahaha.
Update again aite! All pictures from Jasmine's camera.

2011-09-12T03:27:00.002+08:00

With Charis ytd @ Shinee's concert! Thx to Sharmaine for the free tickets hehehehe <3

With Jasmine bff the other day after hotel stay! Love you xx

My dearest colleagues! Miss you HQ!!

Omg I can't believe it... less than 2 weeks to visiting one of my dream place. I needed a break anw. I've never loved a guy more than he love me. Even till date, I don't feel that I'm liking the guy that likes me more. But somehow, I'm just hoping that I won't fall hard for you. I don't want to have anything holding me back. It's a decision made. I'm sorry T.

Selling for a friend

2011-09-06T03:58:00.003+08:00

Selling a pair of Shinee concert ticket on the 10th Sept!
Each worth $168. Contact me directly! 96519778

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Hotel stay cation with da girlz tmrw till 9th! Hehe so eggcited.
That aside... I feel accomplished. To have known that I've been my eye candy's eye candy! Bwahahaha. Did I mention I'm voted to have the nicest ass at my work place?! HahHAHahah I had a good time laughing lol! Will update this space with tons of pictures of our stay again! Ta!

Love, Sailor Girl

Swan Lake On Ice

2011-09-02T03:33:00.006+08:00

Harrow!!
Just grabbed all the pictures from Jasmine's blog hahahaha. Lazy to edit/make collages sorry!

Next Door Deli!

Stir Fried laksa!

One of the nice cafe near Jasmine's place! Dinner the other day after work there hehe.

Sakae Sushi!

Sakae the other day after Jasmine's work cuz she was craving for chawanmushi badly hahaha

Swan Lake On Ice today!

1. Our seats got upgraded(for free) in the end bwahahaha

(PS: Awesome performance Swan Lake Never fails me!!)

2. Chilled @ Starbucks before watching FD 5! (zzz Gantz 2 not showing alr?!)

My Outfit of the day!

It feels RLLY good to be owning clothes/bags you see on magazines... Hehehehe.

Jasmine's outfit of the day!

Love her look today!! She look like a teacher with that blazer on hahahaha

Ok the reason why she's wearing blazer and I'm wearing trench coat's not because we're crazy... that's just because of the performance yeah. I've always thought that we should show the least respect for the performers by being.. well dressed, punctual, quiet and of course.. Interested.

1. I Hate to see people wearing t-shirt/shorts/slippers to a concert/musical!

2. How rude is that to disrupt the whole mood by entering the concert hall a tad later than everyone when they're all seated alr?

3. I hate noise. Simple as that. I believe the performers don't want distractions either

4. What do I mean by interested? Show that you're interested by not sleeping/talking!

Seriously I thought we'd be the only ones under dressed.. Haha I'm Damn wrong! I see shorts, slippers, jeans, t shirts... Sorry to say but only the Caucasians bothered to dress up! I feel embarrassed for those who didn't :/ Even when I was 14/15 I didn't even enter a concert hall wearing casual!

K anyways. Caught FD 5 today! Gantz 2 no longer showing ZZZZ. Damn piss please! Imma buy the dvd don't care. Did eyebrow + upper lip threading today. As compared to plucking.. I prefer plucking! Hehe. I'm so excited for the hotel stay next week! Mon staying over @ Val's. Tues-fri @ MBS. Shiok!! Hehe. It's 3.30am alr... Think I'll wake up earlier to go Topshop and get my boots and flats! cannot take it must buy em hahaha ($163 & $66) Ta!!

2011-08-30T09:10:00.003+08:00

I'm really tired.. Of me scolding people, of me losing temper, of people not being able to understand the meaning of "a reason behind everything you do". I don't know how many times I have to repeat this but I'm really losing it. Whenever I say that I know eventually I won't. To be exact I can't afford to. Bottom line, I hate working with friends especially when you Have to tell em what to do. You'd end up losing em. Been losing my temper rlly often these days.. And I've mastered the art of not expressing myself. Haha. Can you imagine this? I'm even tired of explaining myself now. Been acting as the bad guy/ugly person these days.... pardon me.

I shall end of with a picture of a villian

that is me.

clothes

2011-08-23T01:45:00.000+08:00

Tada! They've arrived!! Happygirl.sg aye!!
3 oos items... damn sad zzz. Imma order em again idc.
Imma show you what I've got... hehehehe

3 bags, 5 socks, 2 shoes and 1 hat

3 shorts and 1 maxi skirt

2 tops!

Outfit 1: Picnic

Omagawd my fav!! Love the trench coat!!

Outfit 3: casual day out

Outfit 4: Breakfast

Till then... I'm rlly happy!!!! Hehe. Stress from work friends and family aside. Only shopping can cure me. But I think both me and Jasmine we have some kinda sickness... whatever clothing we buy we'd wear it just once and we'll be bored of it alr. A cheapo version of Paris Hilton hahahahaha. Sigh... we buy like there's no tomorrow :(
But well.... that's how it's supposed to be!! Hehehehe the over flowing happiness you'd get when you do shopping.. feels like i can fly whenever i walk out of a shop with a paper bag.. Hahahaha.

Went to Jasmine's place just now and I realised her area is kinda happening?! It's a friggin market place but there's like cute concept cafes. Seriously happening please!!! I wanna shift to her area hahahaha.
Sept's gna be a busy month. So many things coming up!!! (and so many things so buy..)
I've decided to do Lasik and bleaching for my teeth too. Hehehe. That'd probably be in Oct... Wonder how it feels to wake up with perfect eyesight everyday... damn shiok aye!!! Hehe. Ok imma go sleep now.. breakie breakie with Spoon later!! Gotta wake up in 5 hours time :(

Love you Ponyo!!

2011-08-18T21:41:00.004+08:00

Long knitted vest from F21, Polka dot lace spag top from Cotton On, Lace bottom denim shorts from Topshop, Black boots from Topshop, clutch from Ohsofickle, Bowler hat and spectacles from FEP

Blouse and mustard shorts from Modparade, Straw hat sunglass and black chained flats all from FEP, Vintage bag thrifted

Somehow we look totally opposite ytd but both of us looked like we're going school! Hehe.
Love impromptu meetings like that. It has never been easy for me to find a.. impromptu friend. I can meet her anywhere anytime. Bet she'd even agree to supper now if I ask. HahahhahahaHAHA. Bring me to the Bishan kuay chap soon!!! Love love

edit/
I'm Absolutely broke and I'm Damn fat now. I can't feel my waist at all...
Plan A: Jog 8km 2 times a week, followed by my regular work out(50situps 100 crunches stretching skipping etc) Eat only 1 meal a day. Or snack a lil throughout the day. No food after 6pm.

I'll come up with a plan B if A doesn't work.. hahaha. I need to slim down Badly!!!!

Swan Lake On Ice

2011-08-18T00:14:00.002+08:00

Received my new clutch this afternoon! Brought it out immediately hehe.
Bought a sailor ditsy dress from F21! Been wanting it but didn't wanna buy because there's no more Small... finally decided to get the M and get it altered hehehe (inserts hearts)

Just look at my thumb and you'll understand why I'd receive this as a gift from Spoon. HahHahA xoxo

Finally bought our tickets today for Swan Lake on Ice!!! Can't wait to go with Jasmine hehehe. Caught Swan Lake twice before but now it's... on ice!!! Hehehe. Caught Giselle In The Park(damn good), Ballet Under The Stars(it was crap seriously) Russian Ballet Gala(the best seriously) and a few more I couldn't rmb! I have a thing for Ballet hahaha.

Here's some instax pictures!

Received the best compliment I Ever got today..
"Are you an actress?"
WAhAHAhhaa ok or do I look like a joke.. a comedian she meant.

That's about it, ta!
xoxo

Dim sum!

2011-08-17T00:12:00.001+08:00

(pictures from Jasmine's iphone.. the quality's pretty good right?!)

Happy morning with Jasmine! Had brunch with her @ Yishun.

Look at how tiny Jasmine looks! and look at my broad shoulders... thx to running/swimming in the past :(

Walked around town after, got some Jap magazines from Kino hehe. I can spend 2 hours there seriously. Bwahaha

Chilled at mac cafe reading mags where i spilled my drink.. (zz had only 1 sip!)

Outfit pic hehe.

Dress from Snidel, mom's vintage blazer, boots from Topshop, bag from Kate Spade(can't be seen)

This girl always look so good effortlessly..

xoxoxoxoxoxoxo (inserts 10000000 hearts)

Spoon I NEED pictures with you. Been missing you out a lot :( We need to have some time together soon!!! Love yaaa!

I'm off tmrw hehe. Gotta chill out the whole of tomorrow (Y)
Meanwhile... i can't wait to receive my parcel this week!!! Me and Ponyo we ordered SO much...
Lastly... I'm rlly into Spy Myungwol now I hope nothing crops up love that show!! Han Yeseul(the female lead)'s requesting for a change of PD(director) else she'll not come for filming.. Don't tell me it's ending here I'm alr at episode 10 *sobs* Meanwhile watching Heartstrings(the one Ethan and Spoon recommended) but somehow it's a lil boring (oopsie) Sigh I need action dramas plz....
Waiting for a few movies to be out!!

1. Gantz 2
2. Final Destination 5
3. Overheard 2
4. Conan

Sad news... My dearest Daniel Wu's married last year and I friggin do not know!! I knew they were dating but arg married alr omg I'm damn slow. Zzzzzz I wanna cry :(

Rlly can't wait to receive the batch of clothing/shoes/accessories! Most exciting one..
Chloe Sevigny for Opening Ceremony(inspired) clogs!

Omg I hope it'll be the right size and it's walkable hehehe

2011-08-14T19:47:00.002+08:00

The day we became Really aunties bwahahaha.

And the story behind the 2 LJS cups...

AndI forgot! A video from WTFlea long time ago...

There's so much more videos from Korea but I'm still trying to figure out how to upload it here hehe. Pictures too... Haha zz just view it from Facebook k I'm so lazy :x
But anywayz, some instax pictures I haven't been updating!

We look like we're going for some sports tournament LOL. The day Leonard left :(

The day we had pizza hut sang k with Spoon and Jasmine. Then drinking with Eli

The trial shoot day

Sharmaine's 21st

The crazy shopping day with Ponyo

The "retro" failed theme day

Ytd! Had dim sum in Yishun for brunch then chilling out in town with some Jap magazines. They're seriously awesome. Tried out a few unknown magazines. Now we know which we can/cannot buy! Hehe. They're not cheap though :/

And unknowingly we're dressed vintage ytd hehe. Decided that my new Snidel dress deserves more attention than we it's getting now. Not selling!! So cute hehee. Threw on my mom's vintage black boyfrien blazer along with my new Topshop boots heheheeh. Been wearing it almost everyday.. Extremely comfortable and chio!!! (inserts hearts)

Walked around town after Jasmine left for work. Spent at least 1 hour in Urban Write @ Orchard Central! Haha. Amazingly huge and I loved place like that!

After work guilty pleasures

2011-08-12T01:18:00.000+08:00

Retro day(failed):

After work snacked a bit at a cafe beside 313 with Jasmine.
Pretty good pies and cupcakes!!

Love my long vest (inserts hearts) totally worth the buy!! ($49 from F21)

Waraku with Spoon and Jasmine after work the other day:

I had the clubbing look that day weirdly :/

this girl that can rock everything anything

she forever has the sweet look bwahaha

Secret Recipe with Jasmine on National Day after work @ Vivo:

We look totally opposite that day. I was going for the tough black look but Jasmine was totally sweet!

Thai Express with Spoon Jasmine and Jess after work at Marina Square.
I didn't know Thai Express's that cheap!!

Everyday seems like a good day... Been dressing up pretty well these days! No more laid back days hehe. Our casual's like that (points up) hehehe. Been having good food everyday after work... Feels good but my wallet's getting slimmer!! I need to stop spending like that... Lets have a home cooked food day. We shall cook one dish and bring it out to share. Hehehehe.

Auntie night out with Jasmine today!! Went Mac to eat(when was the last time we had... Mac?!) Had double cheeseburger cuz I thought of Justin's weird theory of why he likes double cheeseburger. Miss that dood so much :( Went E2 and Young Hearts for some bra lovin(lol)!! E2 has auntie designs but the cutting they're GREAT. Not exactly cheap but totally worth it. Every girls should invest on good bras! makes you feel comfortable even under your shirt :x I feels happy whenever I shop for bras!!! Bwahaha. Had Mango pudding(2 buckeroos) that tasted Heavenly and some cream puffs from Cold Storage. Cheap thrills ftw!!

Been going without make up these days. Other than eyeliner and lip tint at times. Skin's been improving! That miraculous water system.... (inserts 10 happy faces)

we should do a youtube skit one day(tags Eli Jasmine Spoon Alayna)
It's gna be SO fun!!

Lastly..

Go away you nosy prick. Totally what i wanna tell that prick now.

Ok now I sound like a witch. But you don't want to be experience what I'm going through now.
On a happier/funnier note

Something that Spoon think I'd do. LOL

Casual day out

2011-08-07T01:15:00.000+08:00

Tried this playsuit at Topshop ytd! I love the design but the cutting rlly suck :/

Outfit of da day!

Along with my fav cardigan hehehe.

Tried the top and bottom from F21. Rlly nice! But you Can't wash the shorts(because of the material) and as for the top I can find it cheaper else where bwahahaha just wanted to try the cutting :x Sorry I'm damn cheapo

Met Jasmine! She had a sudden craving for ice cream so... hehe

Her kit kat ice cream! ^^

And mine was Strawberry hehe

I should start wearing heels/platforms.. Jasmine's always wearing em I forever look short beside her! (I'm 1-2cm taller lor bwahahaha) but ok i have short legs :/

Really late dinner at Medz again! After Captain America. It was pretty good! I teared at quite a few scenes haha very touching and funny.

ok now you see my bikini tanline hahaha. Jasmine(Jiemin)'s long gone i guess! My tan forever stays :/

kebab

pita bread

chicken pancake

They're all pretty good! We paid only $24 for 2?! And we ordered quite a bit!! They're having promotion now. If you pay by DBS card you'll get 25% off the bill hehe damn good deal yeah. Ends by the end of Aug!! Quickly go hehe. It's exactly like Marche, just that it's cheaper.

Jasmine's outfit of da day!
Waa like damn model material aye!

Floral top from Modparade, high waist shorts from Hula & Co

My outfit of the day!

Green polka dot playsuit from Snidel, lacey cardigan from Cotton On, emook tote from Snidel, shoes from Trendy Zone, lacey socks from Korea

Pictures are not doing justice to my new playsuit... the cutting is SO good!!! But sadly it's so short you can see my butt cheeks. So well.. I gotta wear safety shorts under it yeah :/

I've been re-wearing my lace socks for at least 5-6 times alr... can't wait to receive some new socks!! haha. and my cardigan.. love it so much I've been wearing it for all my outfits LOL. Needa change!!

I was staring at my wardrobe for rlly long then my mom came in...
Mom: what are you doing?
Me: choosing what to wear.. idk what to wear
Mom: you have so much clothing you don't know what to wear?!
Me: I worn all of em before alr
Mom: What!! Look at this -holds one of the dress up- this one is screaming "you 2 months never wear me alr!"
Me: -laughs-
Mom: -holds up another dress- wa this one worst. It's screaming "you forgot about me!" They're all fighting to let you wear em.

HahHahah I take my hats off my mom.

Ok nao clearer pictures of our outfits

I think I lost a lil on the thighs.. they used to look bigger when I wear socks! Haha I should have food poisoning again~

you see the stupid button opening too? Not that the playsuit's too small on me... it's loose! But there's something wrong with cut. Imma add a button in between heh

Haha we've already set a rule. No t shirts no no. T-shirts are... criminal. Can't wait to receive my clothing! 2 tops, 4 shorts, 3 dresses, 3 bags, 3 shoes, 2 cardigan, 1 trench coat, 1 hat, 1 tights, and 4 socks! Omg I'm so happy I ordered all of em, hopefully None would go oos. I'd be so sad!!!

Now I have a new list to order! I need 3 boots from Topshop... REALLY need em!! :(
Probably I'd satisfy my needs by getting at least one tmrw.... hehehehe. Tata!! Gotta work for another 6 days before my next off zzz.

2011-08-05T07:31:00.002+08:00

Our failed retro theme....
I'll update again on the pictures! Hehe.

2011-08-03T03:40:00.002+08:00

Luv her hair more and more, my turn to perm it this week!! hehehehe

I really don't know what I was doing..

Dinner @ Hans the other day after work with Ponyo. Cheap and relatively good food! Hehe. I just ordered tons of stuffs online along with Ponyo... can't wait to receive em!! $400++ worth of clothing for myself hahahaha

That aside, I'm sorry for the lack of updates peeps :(
Been really tired and busy recently.. meeting Jethro for brunch tmrw! Hehe. He better not forget about our meeting else I'll kill him... Okie good night!!

2011-08-03T02:55:00.002+08:00

Clearing yow! All prices reduced!!
http://thclevertricks.livejournal.com/8388.html

3 days of Hell

2011-07-29T14:39:00.002+08:00

Ok so this is exactly what happened... 4 days ago I had steamboat with Jasmine(Jiemin)

This filthy filthy steamboat place(House Of Steamboat @ Bugis) made me go through hell totally. Had the infamous Gastric flu(gastroenteritis) right after this. Was tossing and turning the whole night after the steamboat cuz the pain was really Not bearable at all.

1st day Woke up with my whole back aching. Had an extreme diarrhea(I'm sry I had to describe haha. The worst diarrhea I've ever gotten. 90% water!! Just came out continuously without stopping I had a shock myself lol) stepped out of the toilet with my whole legs wobbly.

Called Sharmaine(my supervisor) telling her I'd report to work 1 hour late cuz I was too weak to even move. Laid on my bed for another hour before I wake up to throwing up a whole lot of sticky fluid. Was already shivering(yet perspiring)
Cabbed to work(couldn't afford to mc but yet I couldn't walk..) was kinda fine but while doing stock count at the storage room with my colleague, I almost throw up again. My colleague got scared cuz I cried hahahah. Got sent home haha. Went to see the doctor and was diagnosed with Gastroenteritis. Fever(38.8 degree), diarrhea, vomiting, lost of appetite etc everything at one go. Rmb there was a period everyone was having that and now I'm having it haha. 2 days mc.

Cabbed back home(sianzzz wasted so much $$), threw up yellowish bitter fluid after much effort. Which I found out later that it's called Bile. That was the 1st day of being foodless. For those that are clueless about what's Bile, it's actually our gastric juice. The bitter substance is bile and when you haven't eaten recently you wont really have anything to bring up other than gastric juices.

2nd day of being foodless(totally had no mood to eat) i became so weak i couldn't walk properly. When my mom went out for work, i was in bed. My mom came back, still in bed. That bad. Menses came. Talk about bad luck.. Already don't have energy to walk but now I hafta lose blood.

3rd day(today), had to resume to work. Had abdominal cramps that persisted the whole night. To the point I even dreamt of having cramps -.- Couldn't take it, woke up at 5ish to clear my bowels(friggin funny, I didn't consume Anything at all but something actually came out?!) Went back to bed again(not sleeping but purely because idk what to do) after like 30 mins mom woke up to see me crying mumbling "arg damn pain damn pain"
Cabbed down to a nearby 24hour clinic. Showed the doctor what the previous doctor gave me and he was like "which doctor gave you this?" Ok it was some medicine which I'm not supposed to take... Cuz one of the medicine clashes yeah. Imagine menses x gastric... damn I rlly wanted to die. The pain = x100!!
Ok but the main problem why the pain persist is because I haven't been eating(Anything).
"It's really abnormal to not eat you know... Please get back to eating" hahaa.

The amount of medicine I got over the span of 3 days!

Finally today..... I ate porridge! Hehehe. I have no idea how I survived the past few days. It was literally Hell. No matter how sick I am it'll never bring me to tears but this time round I cried twice!!

So people... do take good care of your own diet it's seriously Very important. You don't want to go through what I've went through! Losing blood while having gastric flu's no joke. Especially for someone's that anemic. Totally drained haha.

Ok This entry's boring you I know.... sorry!! Hehehe.

Gastroenteritis

2011-07-28T12:16:00.002+08:00

Gastroenteritis often involves stomach pain or spasms, diarrhea and/or vomiting, with noninflammatory infection of the upper small bowel, or inflammatory infections of the colon.^[10]^[4]^[11]^[12]

The condition is usually of acute onset, normally lasting 1–6 days, and is self-limiting.

Nausea and vomiting
Dehydration
Diarrhea
Loss of appetite
Fever
Headaches
Abnormal flatulence
Abdominal pain
Abdominal cramps
Bloody stools (dysentery - suggesting infection by amoeba, Campylobacter, Salmonella, Shigella or some pathogenic strains of Escherichia coli^[2])
Fainting and Weakness
Heartburn

The main contributing factors include poor feeding in infants. Diarrhea is common, and may be followed by vomiting. Viral diarrhea usually causes frequent watery stools, whereas blood stained diarrhea may be indicative of bacterial colitis. In some cases, even when the stomach is empty, bile can be vomited up.

Ok I'm diagnosed with Gastroenteritis. I swear this is the worse thing you could ever get. All at one go. Fever, weak, vomiting, diarrhea, cramps, headaches etc.. I can shiver under the sun and the next minute feeling damn hot under air con. I've been bedridden for the second day already. And yes, I'm now losing weight unintentionally bwahahaha. No food(absolutely nothing) for 2 days and still going on ~~strong~~! My whole body's damn wobbly I can't even type well lol. I wish I have a bf by my side now taking care of me. My very cute dad cooked porridge for Himself, mee sua with eggs, sausages, pork for Me. I wanted to vomit looking at it.

Omg I'm looking at cars now.. I want a Volkswagen Beetle/Mini Cooper! Hehe. Dooon't worry I will achieve it very soon... But before that I totally need driving license LOL. I hate the idea of paying installment.. Must totally buy the whole thing down!! Kekekeke. Ok I shouldn't talk big now because I don't have license yet LOL.

K, sidetrack a bit! I'm going Tioman with Jasmine(Jiemin) and her 2 guy friends!! Sept 10-12 hehehe so exciting. That's like right after hotel stay(4d3n) with ma girls. So happy!!

2011-07-26T02:34:00.003+08:00

The Rilakkuma pouch Ken gave us! Hehe. He gave us so much more...

Did mani and pedi with Spoon today hehe

Had yummy thai food for lunch before we head for EPL

On the way to meet Jasmine~

My outfit of the day!

Dungarees from Zipia.net, Sandals from Topshop, Bag and top from Korea, Lacey cardigan from Cotton On

Jasmine's!
Denim outerwear from Modparade, Lacey denim shorts from Topshop, shoes from Mondo

Spoon's!
Floral dress from H&M Korea, Denim outerwear from Cotton On, Pink oxfords and ribbon hairband from Korea, bag from Flea.

(inserts 100000000 hearts)

Our theme was Denim haha but a bit fail...
Booked a room in mbs for sept! hehe 4d3n we're gna have so much fun yayz

Life is short

2011-07-24T11:38:00.003+08:00

I will break a very big news to everyone soon! In 2 months time *winks*

I'm gna shop like mad next month!!!! Hehehehe. Shopping x Holiday(s) hehehe shiok ttm. Nothing beats shopping without thinking(for me and Jasmine bwahahahaha)

I will then do a post on what I bought over the month. Wahahahaha. Gotta run, ta!!

Ice ca reaaaam

2011-07-24T00:07:00.003+08:00

Ice cream over drinking/clubbing on a Fri night! Hehe I'm fish braids everyday now... So happy I mastered fish braiding! Hehehe. I look so demure that day hahahaha. Always throw on a dress and cardi if I'm lazy to dress up :/

I've been updating Love Cupffin yea, do continue to follow aight! (inserts hearts)

For the last time, stop relating me to Ju-on!!! :(
"omg like ju-on" -eyes on me-
omg some guest actually said that today!!! An ge ree

I have a few jokes! Hehe
1. I was watching Transformer and upon seeing the cars transforming into robots.. I turned to my friend with eyes wide open "omg, the robots were actually cars?!" They all laughed.

2. Me: I wanna watch Harry Potter! Spoon lets watch tmrw
Spoon: You watched the part one alr?
Me: Nope, but it doesn't matter right? Like there's no link right?

WahahHHaah ok I'm damn noob yeah.
Can't wait to do more shopping next month!!! $.$ tata!

I was THIN

2011-07-22T02:29:00.003+08:00

Kyaaaa. Look at how anorexic I look 3 years ago! :( Actually haha I think my hair made me look 3 years older 3 years ago LOL.

ps: sorry Charissa I didn't know this was supposed to be your "very chio" picture LOL. I just realised she's at the back of the picture bwahahaha

2 years ago... i miss my legs :( I dun know where is this hahaha

2/3 years ago halloween!

2 years ago with Drey and Sonya!

Some cam whore picture from 2 years ago

have i grown...... younger in terms of looks? LOL

Spoon say I don't have teenage ugly pics... I do! I look Hideous before 15 and my pictures in school Cannot make it Seriously. You'll die looking at em... I don't have any now but I'll try to find LOL. I found all this in my old photobucket acc after browsing through my livejournal! Hehehehe

2011-07-21T03:45:00.001+08:00

Finally a day to myself! I'm off today weeee. Appointment with Dental later at 2.30pm. Meaning I can sleep till 12 yay! Finally..... Meeting my cousins for dinner hehe.

I'm excited for Monday tho!
1. Threading
2. Mani and Pedi
3. IPL
4. Kbox
5. Dinner
6. Retail therapy

I seriously need to chill a bit. Too much of farewell dinners recently. I'm very tired actually... Alright, it's going 4. My eye bags are forming!! I will go for the.. sneaker + jeans look tmrw. Haha too chill don't feel like dressing up in any way :/

Traveling

2011-07-19T03:54:00.000+08:00

The other day at Sour Sally. Now you can see the details of my vintage cardigan I got in Korea! It's prettier in real... been wearing it so often haha my staple piece now.

Absolutely zero make up. Now you see why I need eyeliner/lip tint that badly.

Supper with family at our fav praaata place since young! My mom's pretty right hehe. Fyi she's 53 already! While we were eating my mom suddenly laughed looking at me and bro.

"It's funny how the both of us don't bear Any resemblance at all"

Okay... I'm the only one with a flat nose and wide jawline zzz.
PS: Jasmine, don't make me repeat another time! You know that I'm the ugliest among you girls... Huge eyes, sharp noses etc. Why do you even want my look?!

I really miss Korea.... Can't wait to go back next April with my favorite people (inserts 100000 hearts) Anyways..... after much consideration we changed from BKK plan to HK to Bintan! Haha. The reason why BKK is not possible is because of the ongoing election right now. As for HK... we'd spend so much there zzz. So, lets just chillax a bit babes! Hehe. Just a month plus away... can't wait! Wanted Phuket but I'm afraid we'd be tempted to go BKK from there LOL. Genting sounds stupid for a weekend getaway. Bali's too boring. Phuket's good but there's distraction. So... lets just go Bintan man. Haha. Girlsss lets go shopping for beach wear tgt!!

My blog will soon be full of... travel editorials bwahahahahHaha. I need to plan a road trip with da girls too. End of 2012 or something, lets go on a road trip in Aussie!!

For now, lets work hard and earn more ka-ching! *winks*

2011-07-18T10:45:00.002+08:00

Knowing that your first boyfriend will Not be a Singaporean, should I be celebrating or should I be ashamed? Alright that aside, so much things have been running through my mind. It's getting on my nerves, but I can't seem to control.

I love Paul Smith omg. Love how preppy their 2011 Fall RTW collection is! Shall share more with ya soon ;) Gotta prepare for work zzz.

Need you now

2011-07-17T05:19:00.002+08:00

Hello! Sorry for the lack of updates.... I've been rlly busy yeah. Sometimes I wonder, am I the only 19 year living like that now? Other 19 year olds should still be taking allowance from parents, studying, go for camps, hang out with classmates after school etc. Am I catching up with time a lil too.. fast? I've been thinking a lot these days. Should I be happy I'm all grown up or should I be sad because I never rlly had teenage years. Or rather I had em but never lived em.

Am I too young to be in the working society?

"No, don't think of it this way. Think that you'd be the youngest successful woman next time." -T

Haha but still... I will never be able to live that life again. I will never be able to get out of this alive. Sigh. Anyways.. I still can't reveal anything until it's time yeah. Pretty soon, just a few more months :) It's seriously something Huge! In just a few more months I'd be seriously enjoying life even while working *winks* From buying whatever I want to going anywhere I want all over the world. Kyaaaa I can't wait to reveal it!

I think doctor hates my dad(he has weird temper hahaha I don't blame him for that) he told my dad 2 days ago "There's nothing else we can do, just wait for death ok?"

I'm confused..... My dad is.... dying? He probably have no idea how sour I felt inside when he talk to me this morning about how to cremate him and how he want his funeral to be. I wanted to die. As you well know, I'm bad at expressing myself. So ended up I screamt on top of my voice and left the house like that. I suck at handling things like that. You can say I'm 2 faced/pretentious/fake or whatever you want. I'm bad at expressing myself so I always end up keeping things to myself and pretend to be fine(I am too good hahahaha everyone always think that I'm fine!!) Idk how long I can hold it but I might just burst one day. I don't even know why I have to pretend. Why can't I just be emotional freely. Why can't I just pour everything to someone. Why can't I just cry as and when I want. Truthfully speaking, I get affected by everything anything small. I will Never get over it. I am just...... pretentious/cruel/emotionless. You don't know how hard it is on me, what kinda Hell I am going thru. Seriously I think going thru all these are not as painful as pretending to be okay. I rmb acting all okay smiling laughing away while working, then Nic came to ask me "How's your.. dad?" My face changed 360 degree, burst out crying, ran to the toilet. Cried for a good 1 minute before I start patting my chest telling myself "it's okay, it's okay, I have to continue work. I'm good I'm good.." Walked back to Cactus all smiley like Nothing happened.

I've been counseling a lot of my friends whenever they're going thru shit. Then again if I break down, I'd feel that if I can't even pull myself together, then I'm seriously over. That day might come anytime soon.... God, please watch over me okay? I Cannot afford to fall especially when I have a family to take care of.

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Okaaaaay I'm the happy Yvonne now! Emotional posts are not healthy to read haha.

Met Val and Min the other day!

Val wanted to try Sour Sally so badly hahaha. They're pretty good! I'm a sucker for yogurt muahahahaha.

Outfit of the day!

Blue Sweater: Vintage from Oakham Market
Orange embroidery cardigan: Vintage from Korea
Military shorts with frills: Korea
Shoes: 花草树木 @ Haji Lane
Lacey socks: Korea
Messenger bag: Vintage from Dior

Jasmine's outfit of the day!

Dress: Vintage from Korea
Shoes: F21 Korea
Lacey Socks: Korea

Theme of the day: Vintage
Love Min's dress! Regretted not buying more from that vintage store back in korea :( Everything was mad cheap!!! Got a Vintage cardigan for only $15?! Her dress cost her only $15 too! Actually fashion's not about wearing all the expensive stuff tgt. If you're able to pull off an expensive.. bag? with a cheap dress, then you're seriously a genius. Haha. It's about balancing yow. My whole outfit excluding the bag costed me only less than $180! Jasmine's Whole outfit costed her less than $80 I think... I like to see her in vintage dresses hehe don't think I'd be able to pull em off aye :/

Decided to have our dinner at Pizza Bar! Newly opened, had to visit because the ambiance's rlly good hehe.

Here comes food!!!

Min's

Mine.. They didn't taste that good haha. For the price that we've paid, it's totally not worth it. I'd totally pay for their service, ambiance and efficiency though. For the food, nope.

We got Gelato for free!!
This server came up to us and asked "how's the food?" so we just replied ignorantly "it's too bland" hahahahaHAHhah. The manager came within a minute with a complimentary and a feedback form! Their service seriously (Y)

We realized only after we left that we should be ordering pizzas because it's a Pizza Bar. LOL. I'd visit again though! Wanna try their pizzas hehe. Don't ever get Pasta there though. Totally not worth.. I paid $32 for the meal!! Just a pasta and fruit juice :/

Alright, update again! Im drained...... Need sleep too. tata!

2011-07-13T07:16:00.002+08:00

Ok I agree Iphone takes equally good pictures!!

Update again on probably my off day... been rlly busy!
Our theme today was Vintage hehehehe finally whipped out my vintage sweater with my vintage cardi!
"I feel like I'm bringing 2 tourists out" -Valmia
LOL. K but anyway a server from Pizza Bar did ask us if we're local muahahahaha. Val say if we go to her school they'd think we're from China. Wts?! Haha k I gotta run, update this space soon!!

Things you need to know about a Taurus girl

2011-07-11T03:19:00.004+08:00

1. Most #taurus when they lose their temper get even more upset about losing control then about what you think they are mad at.
2. God didn't give #taurus females 3 things muscles cuz they'd beat U, a #gun cuz they'd shoot first or enough money to follow you in a #taxi.
3. A #taurus will go inside themselves for days and it has nothing to do with you we love to re-energise, think, and plan....
4. #Taurus are ruthless but never upset their personal moral fibre.
5. A #taurus will see something through to the very hard and bitter end and they all have the emotional endurance and stamina to do it..
6. Taureans are the least emotionally expressive of the #zodiac.
7. When a #Taurus doesn't want a relationship they'll tell you, the problem is you won't listen to that part...
#taurus will tell you to your FACE exactly how they feel about you.
8. A #taurus female is not dealing with the foolish girly tantrums. They get quiet that's when to worry.
9. #Taurus the observer are experts in reading body language.
10. A #taurus would rather be hated for tellin' the truth then loved for tellin' a lie.
11. A #taurus will let you believe whatever you want after you start disagreeing with them
12. As a #taurus you wear your heart on your sleeve but are always caught taken off your shirt :D
13. If you like a #taurus person you need to be beautiful, strait talkin', sensible, honest and punctual...
14. Tauruses don't like when people don't look them in the eye when they speak to them.
15. Tauruses love their own company and love staying at home chillin' in their own thoughts not worrying about where life's gonna take them.
16. As a #Taurus you always give off a vibe like everything is o.k. even when it's not.
17. Believe a #taurus when they say " I'll let you figure this one out for yourself".
18. The three steps of observation by a #Taurus consist of 1. What you say 2. How you say it 3. How you respond to what I say.
19. Studies indicate that 85% of people who are not #taurus would be nervous wrecks if #taurus became unpredictable.
20. Upset #taurus will always take it further than you thought.
21. #Taurus is not stubborn they just don't need your help and they wanna do it there own way.

"A beautifully figured tallish girl she has a good sense of humour and is naturally jolly. She also has a well structured face with high cheek bones and a look of intrigue in her dazzling eyes. A strong jaw line and a gorgeous smile that lights up the room as she rarely shares it with anyone.

She is constantly thinking and developing herself and this can lead to her re-inventing herself quite alot. When she gets upset she doesn’t share this either and will keep it to herself for a long time. She has a habit of cutting people off forever and will treat you as a stranger if she gets really mad.

She can be patient but loves to be excited but a long conversation or long meetings are dull for her. She can be in love with you one day and the next day act as though she never love you. She has the patience to do anything and will not stop till she gets there. She’s persistent and it has to be a good reason for her to stop.

Money is always important but not the only thing and she thinks of money as a tool an insurance for a good life. Her satisfaction comes from achieving goals and fine clothes and luxuries come when they do. If you want love and romance this may not be the girl for you as she likes to work and keep it moving. She loves animals and to be surrounded by animals. Like her male counterpart love is in the heart but freedom is in the soul. She fears rejection and hence does not talk about how she feels when describing love. She would rather show you. However when she is in love she will be more honest to you then any other woman you have ever met. She doesn’t tell you what you want to hear she tells you what you need to hear.

She is lead by the Goddess Venus and this can be a great relationship if you can trust her fully and allow her to be free. You can’t tame her but if you let her go out you know she’s completely different from her friends as she thinks differently and in a way unique only to a Taurus. If she thinks you’re not real or sincere she is not going to stick around but how she will determine this is a mystery of her own. You are allowed to love her but don’t compete or make it so that the love is inhibiting her freedom. She’s daring and impulsive this makes her stand out but she gets along with all types in every crowd.

She is not a jealous person because she stays occupied with so many other things in life to wonder if you’re flirting with some other idiot. She needs attention but will miss you if you go away however if you don’t have something she is looking for she doesn’t hesitate to find it elsewhere. She doesn’t embarrass you in front of your friends and will defend you to the death but will also have the courage to tell you to your face if things aren’t working out. Taurus women are known as holding the record for divorce because they don’t care what people think about them because they are loyal to them self and they’re happiness. If she’s happy though she makes the most easy going friendly girl friend and wife who never needs to nag because there is always something more important to think about or do.

As a confident women she is admired by many and has lots of friends and if you think about it you might as well do it. Men fancy the challenge of her constant change. She’s funny and cute and also tough, resilient, and calm. Her own style of dressing and doing her hair this makes her a unique trend setter. She wants to know your dreams but will tease you and joke with you but never about anything sensitive. When she’s done something she thinks is wrong she will tell you but it may take time so don’t pressure her. She hates owing people money and takes your word as your bond and if you break it well you’ve had it. If you owe her money you better pay her or else.

If this is how you want to be with then don’t be clingy or needy or narrow minded. Don’t mention the little things cause she won’t. Let her have her own privacy and don’t criticize her and she’ll be sweet with you."

Ok i posted some points up selectively...so much more interesting facts about our own zodiac!!
-von

We will be successful

2011-07-08T02:26:00.005+08:00

Love ma socks!

The other day at What The Flea! Hehehe.

Ma nice nails fo just a day zzz. Removed it the next day :(

And overdue pictures from the day we went crazy on shopping and dinner at Charlie Brown's!

outfit fo da day!

Dinner @ Charlie Brown's

Our outfit fo da day! Hehehee.
Theme was Summer Colors

On me: Coat from F21, Romper with belt from Topshop, shoes from random shop at Far east
On Jasmine: Dress from Eatingzombie, shoes from Taobao

yay see I made up so much for not blogging often with the over flowing photographs.

5 years from now

2011-07-08T01:03:00.002+08:00

(pictures above from Min's compact cam!)

Happy Bowl again with Min! Hehehehe. Met her the other day after work after she signed contract with MBS yeah... We cabbed from MBS to town and guess how much it cost us?? 16 freaking buckeroos (!!!!) I got a shock seriously... It cost me about that amount if I cab from Yishun to MBS ya know!!! Zomg...

Been cabbing A LOT recently.. should stop this bad habit :(

Dinner @ Medzs with Eli and Min! Awesome, way better(and cheaper) than Marche.... I'm not visiting Marche again hahahahaha.

Grumpy us.. we want food!!

Awesome food and our bill came out to be... only $31?! Haha ok after 25% discount for dbs card holders ;)

Helped Min to tie bun haha. Why are my friends so pweeeety

I've always thought that she's my prettiest friend eva :x Seriously!!!

And my very stylish friend haha.

Dress: Modparade
Lacey Socks: Korea

I love the outerwear I just got! $49, good bargain yayz

Outerwear: F21
Top: Korea
Highwaist floral embossed short: F21
Sandals: Topshop

Theme was dark colors for ladies nights out!

(pictures above from Min's dslr!)
After Eli left for Daryl, both me and Min we went to chill at Harry's bar hehe. Cabbed home after and knocked out zzz. Damn tired these days. Every single day I take only naps. Seriously, 3-4 hours a day? That's not sleeping at all.... I've been napping bwahahaha.

And.... today!!
Met Min again heh. I've been meeting her every single day...... It's her when I'm with her I can over dress myself whenever I like! Ok, not today though. We always think that we're under dressed hahahaha.

@ Ann Siang Hill......

I feel as though we returned to Korea for a moment haha. Feels like a simpler streets of Hongdae!!

Headed Kki for some cakes! Hehehe

They sell a lot of other things too! Very good place to chill ;)

"Little Red Riding Hood" got this for myself! 70% Dark Chocolate with Raspberry in it... rlly nice!

Jasmine's! Couldn't rmb the name of this... but it's Strawberry with cream cheese in it I think!

yay finished everything

Min's outfit of the day!

Outerwear: Modparade
Shorts: Topshop
Shoes and Bag: Taobao

My outfit of the day!

Sailor Dress: Vintage from Korea
Bag: Christian Dior Vintage
Sandals: Topshop

Haha finally pictures from my own camera... Bought a sweater and shorts from Oakham Market(right beside Kki!) hehe. I love the vintage sweater awesomeeee

Shoes from Haji Lane! Went there to shop a bit before we part. Hehe. I could totally wear this outfit with my lacey socks from Korea mm and the Dior bag!! I love my Dior bag haha will never never get sick of that piece. Can't wait to wear this outfit out though!!

I'm aiming on this black rain coat at Haji alr.... Min just got it I'm so jealous!! I friggin need a rain coat. $64, not too bad right? It's a fraction of the one at Topshop... The hot red one!! $183 if I didn't rmb wrongly... or was it $200++?? Argggg rain coat rain coat!!
Imagine that with mm rain boots!! Woooah damn chio plz. I might just return tmrw and buy hahahaha :x

Ok this post is rlly filled with pictures... I will continue again soon!!
Tata! xx

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Alright decided to upload more pictures... hehe. Here's some pictures from my LC-A+ first roll! Just test shots... hehehe.

Our self-made "pin hole" hahahaha

hehe i'm proud of this picture that I've taken!!

Im rlly scary here hahaha

Hehe yay I think the pictures turned out pretty well!!
Met this uber cute looking Eurasian just now...

Both of us alighted at City Hall
Rushed to Penin tgt (ok at that point of time he've alr noticed me)
Walked into the same shop
Both of us: hi i'm here to collect pictures

We looked at each other again!! Hahaha omg damn funny he's too cute. Was asking about camera accessories. Each and every time after I ask a question he'd turn his head to me. Zomg why didn't we talk :( He's too good looking!! Hahah. Ok but anyway a dying person shouldn't be dating.. hahaha. Nvm!!

2011-07-03T02:42:00.004+08:00

Totally regretted not buying this "mermaid" dress from Topshop! It's from the Dress Up collection.. don't see it alr zzz. Willing to pay! (below $200)

Today....... A Korean dood came up to me asking me to donate for mongolian kids and mentioned that he like my style omg. I didn't hear the "i like your style" part it was Jasmine who heard that. So.. don't say I donated because of that cuz I didn't hear that! I donated only because he's Korean(LOL)

Flea was good today... love the response!! Ordered about 15 items online from the past week. Omg I've been splurging a lot... I could spend 1k on shopping every month zomg. K but I'm enjoying it lol bwahahaha. I've been into dressing up lately.. must keep it going! hehe. Will do up proper blog post soon... gotta run! tata!

Shopping with Jasmine never fails me

2011-06-28T07:34:00.005+08:00

Some crazy shopping ytd with Ponyo!! Love her forever~

Update again!! Ta ta

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I've alr uploaded everything to fb and updated Cupffin! Lazy to blog out everything lol. In a few days time k! And...... I've Finally found a soul mate that can over dress with me all the time.
*drums roll*
Min!!!!

Ok very expected but still... I can now confidently wear whatever I want with her because we have the same um taste? Hehe. And not just that, we don't mind over dressing hehe. Like what are nice clothes for right!!! Just wear em uh!
Spoon, Jess Eli and Min... July we shop shop crazy!!!

Here's my new eye candy. He's everything I want zzzz

Shit happens, but life goes on

2011-06-26T00:58:00.003+08:00

This life ain't easy

2011-06-22T11:55:00.004+08:00

God have been treating me rlly well. I know I can't repay him now but all I can do for now is to be a good girl.... I love you dear Daddy. I'm thankful, extremely thankful for whatever that I have now.

Jasmine Ponyo, Jasmine bff, Spoon, Eli, Jess, Alayna, all my cactus peeps, mommy, daddy, brother, pudding etc..... they are the reason why I can hang on till now. Life is short, lets all be more expressive and shower more love to all your loved ones... muacks muacks!!! (inserts ten thousand hearts)

Love love, Von

You paint me a blue sky and go back and turn it to rain

2011-06-19T23:45:00.005+08:00

-edit
Eli! My colleague said that our fortune will change every 5 years so after 5 years help me read again ok? Hehehehehehe ^^

Watch this! I cried watching this :( Poor guy... imagine living that kinda life for 10 years. They say it's staged but I choose to believe him hehe.
Btw.... I'm starting to love you more and more Jasmine Ponyo!!! hehehe muackzz

ps: I feel weird not being able to contact you Tham Shi Pinn!! Come back quick imy!!

Cupffin

2011-06-16T02:41:00.000+08:00

Been busy with Cupffin the whole day sigh...
Read Cupffin here!: Love Cupffin
Like our page on FB!: Cupffin

Plan mega fail today... Our lalang field gone so we had to make do with this place which doesn't even look half like what it's supposed to be zzz. Lugged our cute pink polka dotty luggage down today! Perspired too much haha.

Cupcake for Min~

Happy Ponyo!

Sadlife.com

Hamburger cupcake~

managed to convince her that she actually look darn good smiling with her teeth showing!

tada!!!!!!!!!!! Rilakkuma instax film!!!!! Omg it's finally out I'm so happy thx Min min muacks

Lastly... me with fake freckles, smudged lip tint and fake swollen red eye! hehe.
it's all on purpose yea...

Ok work in less than 6 hours, ta!!

Bake

2011-06-15T03:10:00.002+08:00

3 hours of hard work! Haha. Hamburger cupcakes and brownies.. 2nd attempt of baking the hamburger cupcake and I think I'm slowly getting there alr heh. Just need my red icing(chilli) and green icing(lettuce)! I have em but don't know where mom kept it -.- Haha k nvm.. I'll see who to give later! hehe. Doesn't look that good but taste heavenly hehehehe :x

K I'm dead beat. Gotta shower and dig in already! Ciaos~

Hi I'm back!

2011-06-14T23:54:00.001+08:00

Haha I'm always missing in action right...

From 3rd of June!

Met Jasmine before meeting Spoon..

Lunch at Pizzahut!

Yumzz

Spoon's

Me and Jasmine's. Looks presentable but.... haha here's da story!
It's extremely hard as though it's not cooked/not fresh. I tried my very best to finish it(leaving 3 mouths left... muahaha) before we decided to lodge a complain.
Me: Hi, can I speak to your manager please?
Some Msian waitress: Oh, got problem ah? (wtfish)
Me: Err.. yes

-manager comes out after 5 mins of waiting..-

Manager: Hi, what's the problem here?
Spoon: The spaghetti here is rlly hard. It's either it's not cooked or not fresh
Me: So.. what do you think you should be doing now?
Manager: I go add water

-took our plates and ran away-

WTF?? I didn't even ask you to add water but apparently she just take our plates away without even Asking. So we decided to piss the manager off by settling the bill before she even come back. Cuz we gave up lol.

Me: Hi, can I get the bill
Msian waitress: I thought she go change for you?
Me: No. I was only asking her what can she suggest but she just take away our plates without even asking.

-ran away to the back-
shouts "oi they never say anything what!!"
-ran back to our table with the bill-
Msian waitress: sorry sorry

tada!!
They waived off both the spaghetti so me and Jasmine kinda ate for free muahaha. The msian waitress's pretty polite but her English's rlly too funny haha.

Went Chinatown to sing k! $10/person free flow drinks hehe.

Went to shop a lil with Jasmine before meeting Eli hehe

Went Irish Pub with Jasmine and Eli after Eli's work! Hehe.

On the 8th and 9th June!

Met Jess after work before going to Eli's place hehe. Prepared a lil then head to Zouk with Jess Eli Ponyo and Kaiwen! Left at about um 3am yea. Eli's place damn convenient it's right behind Orchard Central o.o

Sleepover at Eli's!

Woke up at about 10am then we met Spoon for lunch at some Jap restaurant at PS. Damn cheap and good! I paid only about $15?? Hehe.

Back to Eli's after lunch heh. Our picnic plan fail big time cuz initially we wanted picnic in the early afternoon.. but who knows the min we step out of house it was drizzling alr -.- And after lunch the drizzle stopped. ZZZZZZ.

Eli's brother took these for us. Muahaha I think Eli woke him up for this and surprisingly he was damn willing to help us take. Though he didn't even bother to say "123" but just rush through every shot LOL. He's seriously good looking tho! Good genes good genes...

Look at my 2 mei nu.. porcelain skin!!

Ok I managed to avoid the sun for 2-3 weeks alr... way to go!! I'm not kidding but I'm seriously becoming whiter.. hehe. With the help of a cheap looking brandless $25 whitening lotion.

Ponyo so cute~

Took tons of instax hehe. I will upload em soon!! Very busy recently :(

Acted as an extra in the upcoming drama Myeongwol The Spy! Some Korean drama featuring Eric(Shinhwa) and Han Ye Seul. Muahahaha like who gets to be on a Korean drama right!! Though it was a scene whereby you might not even be able to spot me LOL. I only got to be on set with Eric but not Han Ye Seul.... zzz I'm not a fan of Eric but Yeseul luh! :x Hehe. She's so pweeeety. They're gna stay at MBS for 2 weeks heh heh.

Trial shoot for Cupffin tmrw with Ponyo!
Theme 1: The Lost Princesses
Theme 2: Lost In The Forest
heh heh. I hope my plan works :/

Baking hamburger cupcake now, tata!!

Investment?

2011-06-05T00:33:00.001+08:00

Ok enough of suffering. I've decided to do CO2 laser! The stupid "oil glands" apparently I did lots of research and mine's looking more like Milia seeds which is the easiest to remove yea. Was looking at reviews of using CO2 laser on Milia seeds and mostly gave thumbs up hehe. It has been troubling me since how many years ago hehee if I were to seriously remove em i'd be SOOOO happy!! I'm not rlly bothered by the pimples(it'll usually come only when my menses are coming.. hehe) but it's the Milia seeds zz. They're forever there la. Now.. we just need Cupffin to be successful then I'll start investing after we're earning then woohoo. I can do whatever I want to my face alr! I'm seriously troubled over my skin, my scars, my nose, my jaws, my teeth, and my eyes. Zzzzz there's NOTHING seriously NOTHING about me that I like :/ I'm turning 20 next year... I will start early hehe must take care of my face alr weeheehee. I just created a Forex practice account LOL. Damn loser haha but I wanna learn how to play. I've quite a handful of friends around me playing Forex now yea. But if I get my fingers burnt as a 19 year old.. that's gna sound pretty much like a joke right. Haha. Must do a bit of practice first :x K was asking me what would I do if I have 1 million now. I'd save 700k, 100k invest, 200k save for rainy days. But now Cupffin's my priority heh heh. I wanna do a good job like have a.. steady income from there so that I can risk to trade hehe. Jia you jia you!

2011-06-03T04:59:00.000+08:00

They're my heartbeat -inserts 100000 hearts-

The other day after work @ posie 313 with Eli, Jasmine and Spoon! Hehe.

Spent like 3 hours talking to cousin updating her about my life recently.. Haven't had a chance to talk to her every night for like at least a month alr!! She thinks that I have a complicated but yet interesting life haha. Eh apparently I'm quite a good story teller aye.. She didn't even wanna sleep!! Hehe. I'm improving huh :x

Alright, I will not be defeated. Assssssa~~~!!!

"All little girls are princesses, didn't your daddy ever tell you that? " -A lil Princess (nope, he didn't)

2011-05-30T04:00:00.001+08:00