Gna be a lengthy post!

I'm so watching this. Not because it's Spider Man remake or whatsoever... but because it's Andrew Garfield!!!!!! Omg I love him. He've grown so much since Never Let Me Go.. Seriously, I think he'd play a better role as Peter as compared to Toby Maguire. Toby's good but sorry... Andrew ftw!! Just my personal preference teehee.



From my fav film; Never Let Me Go





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Caught War Horse ytd! And guess what, I've been giving extra attention to Pudding(my dog) after the movie. Ok I know Pudding's not a horse but seriously they're of no difference! Pudding's FOREVER waiting for me wherever I go. Whether it's to the toilet, out for just 1 min to empty the bin, me taking a bath etc... she'd be waiting. Mom'd always tell me when I don't come home/come back late she'd start to wait by the door when it reaches a certain timing. To her I'm probably her savior, the one that got her out of the sufferings. Can't imagine a day without her... Love you Pudding!! Live long okie!!! (insert hearts)


That aside...... we booked our flight to Korea in March alr!!! Omg damn impromptu plz. Just because there was a promotion.. we went ahead and booked the flight + hotel. Super onz. Onz buddy 1314 Jasmine Ponyo Banana Muffin!!!! Flying via SQ this time hehe so happy. Was initially very tempted to go London instead because of Chef Kuah haha was bit convinced by him but no no we've been wanting to go back Korea since what seems like forever. If London I gotta live on bread from today man.

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I've been creating little worlds of my own and I'm not too sure if I even understand myself now. Few days ago, I just caught up with the one that never fails to make my heart skips a many beats. Hate it the way when I'm with the one I have a thing for, I'd ignore him. Not say ignore but I wouldn't give him any attention he'd supposedly deserve. I might appear snobbish but actually that's my way of showing him I'm... shy. It's alright, good memories shall remain. I'm happy I can only think of things about you that'd make me smile like an idiot. F was telling how unapproachable I appear to be.. Like they'd get the idea I'd never like em. Like I said standards I've set are for Myself, not for others! Fyi, he's nothing fanciful(extreme good dress sense/rich/dashing) but he's simply attractive in my eyes. Everything about him magnetically draws me in. How he'd wait for me quietly, how he'd notice small lil details of me, how his simple "i'm bored where are you" short texts perks me up, how he appears to be nonchalant but actually detailed, how I'd catch him peeping at me from my side eyes all the time, how he'd buy food for me the day after i gave him food, how we'd do silly crazy things tgt, how you'd have stories for every single thing, how you'd take the apple away from my hands when all refuses to eat, how we "raced" when we were blocking each others' way while rushing(when we were still strangers), how you'd remember how we first met, how we'd retardedly walk to * when we could actually take a bus, how you look like a bAd boyZ when actually deep down you're not really one. You're sucha fantasy to me...

I've never had a real boyfriend, but he's def the first that I fell for even before talking to him. Quite-a love at first sight. More love after a talk. Deeper love after closer interactions. If only one day someone can see the reason behind my strong/nonchalant approach. Every small lil thing affects me a lot, I care a lot about every single detail, but my reaction towards things might not be how I feel... I can't express my emotions well, most of the time laughing everything off. Well, you taught me that. I was strong but your inspirational words made me stronger. I'd carry your words with me to the coffin. Somehow this reminds me of my fav movie Never Let Me Go. How Kathy never confessed to Tommy when she knew he had a thing for her. I'd still choose to believe in destiny. If it's meant to be, it's meant to be. God shall decide for me :)