Standards(?)

Hi hi I'm in a self hatin mood now. Y'know... times where you realise how much of a douche bag you've been. My life's been runnin in a very fast pace, hard to keep up with me/my standards. Okay, that sounds very self indulged but I'm not praising myself one bit if you think so.

I've gotten things like
"You go continue to be miss perfect ok"
"Your standards are hard to keep up with"

All this while those standards I've set are for myself to follow, not anyone else. I've probably forgot about the fact that every individual's different but I just expect em all to be like.. me. I love to say this
"we should always set a standard. Not for the others but a standard for ourselves"
That makes us even more "valuable" in a sense whereby people would look at you differently, more admiring manner. But well I think I'm slowly crossing over th line, making it a standard for people around me. Yvonne please freaking realise they're not you they don't need to follow your rules!!!! :( Gettin angsty/losing my cool over matters like this... that's seriously uncool ain't it. I'm becoming uncool omg. Hahaahaha.



On a sidenote... It's rather confirmed!! My 2 weeks getaway in end of March :) Either 2 weeks in Korea or I'm thinking 1 week Korea 1 Week Japan!! Will never be able to get enough of Korea. Nice culture, nice people, nice food, nice shopping, nice weather, nice toilets, everything nice!!! But I can't speak fluent Jap so a bit pointless huh huh :s Well shall see! Booking tix soon so excited love my steady friends (insert hearts)

Anw.. This girl here I love her!!!!!



Been a fervent reader of her blog hehehe. She's a Jap living in Aussie. Whatever she wears' exactly whatever I'd wear!!!! Love her hair in the last picture!!! The type of hair that I'd totally cut. Hahaha. Too bad it's kinda impossible for me to grow such long fringe anymore. Probably next year when I'm outta work. I'd pin it up for the whole year hahaha.